Im in love with my ex gf. she seriously makes me believe she is too, but shes very confused right now. She has a boy friend shes been dating for 3 days. They watched a movie tonite, he told her he loved her, she completely fell for it!! WTF? Ive been getting VERY AFC. I dont know i might be hard headed not willing to give up because i feel like shes an idiot for leaving me for some guy that wont ever love her as much as i did (which im positive, but loev means crap, to them, what u feel, it all means crap, they only care about their feeligns and their emotions right?)
Anyways, after he left for the night, i went over to her house to talk to her.
I began telling her how much of a big mistake she was making, how she would regret it, how shed want me later on, how shes being played by this guy for telling her he loves her 3days later. I guess she was immedietly won over that fast, because she continued to talk about how it made her feel good and special etc etc etc. Although what i was telling her made her cry a lot, hug me a lot, and kiss me a lot. I Was pouring my heart out to her.
Then she "told me how what if this guy really does love her?"
I couldnt beleive it. I sat off her bed and walked down stairs, i was heading home. She seemed helpess, sad.. she sat on the stairs and just looked down. I walked over to her. I told her to give me a hug. She did, and then she beganto feel my crotch, i was like, whats goin on here in my head..
she started rubbin me, i pulled her hands out, i asked her why shes doin this.. i sat down on the stairs with her.. and she told me to sit up, i sat up, she pulled it out and sucked me off for like 1.5 seonds.I pulled it out of her mouth (THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME SHE GAVE ME HEAD LIKE IN 5 MONTHS.. WE DATED FOR A YEAR). (this proves im not all about sex and all that and I TRUELY DO CARE AND LOVER HER)
I picked her up and brought her up stairs. We talked, i laid with her, i began kissing her neck and all over, she was VERY SLEEPY, when shes sleepy shes never in the mood. So she told me to stop when i was suckin her nipples and wouldnt let me. She said i could sleep the night over (which she never use to let me do, besides tonite for some reason i have no clue why). I kissed her lip and she told me it hurt. I asked why? She told me her boy friend bit her lip, instant turn off for me... (guys keep in mind, just 2 nights ago we had sex, so its not like im being all agressive to a girl that doesnt interest in me anymore)
I told her to dump him for me. She said no. I told her shes making a mistake. I told her i was gonna dissapear out of her life. I put my clothes on. during all this she was like asleep and ignoring me. I left, as i was walking otu the door she told me she loved me... and i didnt even say anything.. i just left....
guys im not a troll if your suspecting that. this is 100% truth. im in love.
im going to cut contact for a week. i know this will completely scare her cus ive never done it before... but i mean, god, why do i keep trying to do these tactics when i should seriously move on?? i have one itis bad.. i been downloading ebooks and reading, but im just so lazy now, like all i care about is some tactic to win her back....:box:
guys, she says she wants to marry me in the future. I tell her to prove it to me and be with me right now, she tells me she is.
She basically wants to still be with me and be able to be with other guys at the same time. Friends with benifits? I dont know, my feelings are too much to settle for that. She insists she will marry me when she turns 18, but some how, just whats laid out in front of my eyes, makes me believe its complete BS. Believe me, shes no *****, im the first guy shes had sex with, the only guy, she swears she hasnt had a guy touch her or touch another guy.. i believe her... cus shes religious and she really takes it to the heart when she swears. But i mean, what should i do about this? ideas? please, no immature comments or degrading things telling me im not a ***** for not being happy or being friends with benifits. I want advice from someone that actually understands and WILLING to truely help.
Anyways, after he left for the night, i went over to her house to talk to her.
I began telling her how much of a big mistake she was making, how she would regret it, how shed want me later on, how shes being played by this guy for telling her he loves her 3days later. I guess she was immedietly won over that fast, because she continued to talk about how it made her feel good and special etc etc etc. Although what i was telling her made her cry a lot, hug me a lot, and kiss me a lot. I Was pouring my heart out to her.
Then she "told me how what if this guy really does love her?"
I couldnt beleive it. I sat off her bed and walked down stairs, i was heading home. She seemed helpess, sad.. she sat on the stairs and just looked down. I walked over to her. I told her to give me a hug. She did, and then she beganto feel my crotch, i was like, whats goin on here in my head..
she started rubbin me, i pulled her hands out, i asked her why shes doin this.. i sat down on the stairs with her.. and she told me to sit up, i sat up, she pulled it out and sucked me off for like 1.5 seonds.I pulled it out of her mouth (THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME SHE GAVE ME HEAD LIKE IN 5 MONTHS.. WE DATED FOR A YEAR). (this proves im not all about sex and all that and I TRUELY DO CARE AND LOVER HER)
I picked her up and brought her up stairs. We talked, i laid with her, i began kissing her neck and all over, she was VERY SLEEPY, when shes sleepy shes never in the mood. So she told me to stop when i was suckin her nipples and wouldnt let me. She said i could sleep the night over (which she never use to let me do, besides tonite for some reason i have no clue why). I kissed her lip and she told me it hurt. I asked why? She told me her boy friend bit her lip, instant turn off for me... (guys keep in mind, just 2 nights ago we had sex, so its not like im being all agressive to a girl that doesnt interest in me anymore)
I told her to dump him for me. She said no. I told her shes making a mistake. I told her i was gonna dissapear out of her life. I put my clothes on. during all this she was like asleep and ignoring me. I left, as i was walking otu the door she told me she loved me... and i didnt even say anything.. i just left....
guys im not a troll if your suspecting that. this is 100% truth. im in love.
im going to cut contact for a week. i know this will completely scare her cus ive never done it before... but i mean, god, why do i keep trying to do these tactics when i should seriously move on?? i have one itis bad.. i been downloading ebooks and reading, but im just so lazy now, like all i care about is some tactic to win her back....:box:
guys, she says she wants to marry me in the future. I tell her to prove it to me and be with me right now, she tells me she is.
She basically wants to still be with me and be able to be with other guys at the same time. Friends with benifits? I dont know, my feelings are too much to settle for that. She insists she will marry me when she turns 18, but some how, just whats laid out in front of my eyes, makes me believe its complete BS. Believe me, shes no *****, im the first guy shes had sex with, the only guy, she swears she hasnt had a guy touch her or touch another guy.. i believe her... cus shes religious and she really takes it to the heart when she swears. But i mean, what should i do about this? ideas? please, no immature comments or degrading things telling me im not a ***** for not being happy or being friends with benifits. I want advice from someone that actually understands and WILLING to truely help.
