Hello.
There is something I don't understand and I wanted to ask.
I was very fat and now I am losing weight. Even though I am in a small city (there seems to be no social environment), I am studying at medical school and I will become a doctor. This will mean that I will earn $2400 in Turkey where the minimum wage is $520.
My height is 185 cm. So, if my weight is correct, I can have a beautiful physique.
Even though I have some problems socially, I'm trying to fix it (Unfortunately, I can't socialize with people very much. As I said, I don't have an environment where I can go and meet people. We mostly try to establish a network by meeting my friend's friends, etc.)
I told you all this because I was trying to improve myself. When I look at Redpill or other philosophies, they all say improve yourself and get rewarded.
But if I'm not very rich or famous, I'm still the one trying to pick up girls.
At this point, aren't they still the reward?
I really don't understand and I'm about to go crazy (going crazy was actually general, not just related to this topic
).
Somehow I can't get any girl I want. Even if someone wants me, I don't like it.
There is something I don't understand and I wanted to ask.
I was very fat and now I am losing weight. Even though I am in a small city (there seems to be no social environment), I am studying at medical school and I will become a doctor. This will mean that I will earn $2400 in Turkey where the minimum wage is $520.
My height is 185 cm. So, if my weight is correct, I can have a beautiful physique.
Even though I have some problems socially, I'm trying to fix it (Unfortunately, I can't socialize with people very much. As I said, I don't have an environment where I can go and meet people. We mostly try to establish a network by meeting my friend's friends, etc.)
I told you all this because I was trying to improve myself. When I look at Redpill or other philosophies, they all say improve yourself and get rewarded.
But if I'm not very rich or famous, I'm still the one trying to pick up girls.
At this point, aren't they still the reward?
I really don't understand and I'm about to go crazy (going crazy was actually general, not just related to this topic
Somehow I can't get any girl I want. Even if someone wants me, I don't like it.