it did help mate, cheers, she shows me that she loves me by pickin me up every night from work, as in she travels 30 miles back from work, goes and gets dressed, waits hour till i finish then picks me up, she wants to cuddle, kiss and touch me all the time, the other day, she drove down at 2 in morning to see me, cos i had been out for first time in ages wiv mates, anyway she then wanted to drive me to hers so we could see each other durin day, she then drove me all the way back to mine, then drove all the way home to get ready to go out, she then went out wiv her mates, and ended up gettin chatted up, but told them she was engaged to me, they happened to be from where i live and thats why i know this, she then came back from night out 2 and a half hours early to see me. she tells me all the time how much she loves me, she makes me breakfast in bed, she leaves lovely little messages on my phone while im sleepin to let me know she's thinkin about me, she said the other day it was properly over, yet last night she said she didnt know, i agree she needs reasurance because she would tell me all this, but i would rarely let her know how i felt! so in her eyes she made all the effort and not me, if we did have argument it would be her that txt or rang first, and i would just sit and wait, i think if i leave it for week then she might come around and realise i can change and that i do love her and do want to move forward, and for the lad who said i shouldnt be postin on her because im not as upset as the rest of you's... whats that all about!? ive never felt like this ever, i havent eaten since last thur hardly, i cant sleep, im total depressed! im finidng it hard to interact wiv my kid because she was so nice with him, and it makes me feel sad that he might never see her again, makes me sad just writing about it, so please dont think im not upset.
