My life is kind of messed up now. My kids mom moved away to a nearby state with her boyfriend and there kids. I no longer have any weekends to myself anymore. My parents will watch my kid for me sometimes. My girlfriend and I broke up for a couple days. I stupidly contacted her and got back with her. I caught feelings for her and now I'm afraid I will regret it if I dump her. Plus, I can take my kid over there and get pVssy, so its kind of convenient.
When we were broken up for a couple days at the beginning of the week, I made a Tinder with my new pics that my photographer friend took a while ago. I finally see how important good pics are for OLD. I got more matches in one day then I would get in a week compared to before and I'm using the free Tinder not Tinder Plus. I'm matching with girls that I would have never matched with in the past. I had a 22 yr old girl begging me to come over and fVck me the other night, but I couldn't cause my kid was there. It really pissed me off. She sent a video on Snapchat where she was licking and touching her huge breasts.
I had a Tinder date last night with a 27 yr old HB9. I had my parents watch my kid and I had to lie to my girlfriend so I could go on the date. This girl was the hottest date I've ever had in my life. We met for drinks, I had her laughing a lot, engaged in conversation, and we were really vibing. I parked farther then her, so she drove me to my car after the bar. She kissed me on my neck, so I went in for the kiss and she kissed me back. I told her I'd text her tomorrow. I text her over an hour ago and she didn't reply. She was a lot taller then me, so that could be why she might not text back. I didn't make the height thing an issue, but it still could have bothered her.
I know I should have deleted Tinder when I got back with my girlfriend. I'm not even sure why I'm doing what I'm doing. I'm really confused right now. I know I can do better looks wise but like I said, I'm scared I'll regret dumping her. She really pisses me off sometimes and she makes me feel like I can't say or do anything right.