Just went on POF for a bit, been a long time since going on that one, been using Blendr. I think all of OLD is the rejects, but damn, and POF will not show me younger girls ever just 30s and 40s, even though my search is 20s. I'm talking on the swipe left/swipe right or match part. Some truly toxic, like throwup in your mouth females on there. When they say what they Do Not want, I get turned off. When they talk about loving animals, and blah blah blah blah blah blah, just the weirdest faces they spout as their main photo. Makes you wonder are these people Real? or should I try to remember...rejects (thus bad judgement hoes). And of course, hardly ANY will seek YOU out or message You first. They're too good for that, even as disgusting as they are. I'm not disgusting and I imagine many of the dude profiles on their are higher rated than the women. Haven't set up a female profile in a long while.
The girl IRL I'm seeing, just turned 28 last month, is probably at 5 (mainly cause of the numerous tats and changing hair colors and acne scars, because her body is pretty smokin). I KNOW she has guys much younger than me constant beaming her social media, over 500 to be exact. That makes me be soooo distant from her which is really starting to p!ss her off (speaking under her breath). She sends me cards, Does things for me, tells me of things she Wants to do for me, leaves me gifts on my back porch. Her showing me all the guys hitting her up has got me jaded or forever suspicious. I can't shake it, and I've never told her that's WHY I'm so distant making her have to reach out and Work, but that is WHY I'm so aloof. Discretion is the better part of Valor. She's deliberately trying to get with an older man, and I'm showing my wisdom to protect myself (my heart and mind). I know what it's like to get stomped on like a door mat. It didn't make me think Less of myself, but just made me stronger and become more successful aka lightyears ahead of the gal doing the stomping on my heart back in Sept 2005. It was my dad's mentality instilled in me that made me like a phoenix rising from the ashes, that Marine mentality, of "where do you think You're going? I ain't dead yet..."
