Just a sidenote here:
Androgens, especially higher doses, are not guarantee of becoming mentally some kind of alpha-male.
I would really advice against this belief or thinking that ones issues would somehow be magically solved with some test. Fix the issues first, or you might be really paying the piper in the end.
For some, they feel awesome but not for everyone and it's quite difficult to know this before trying out.
Even vanilla Test can make existing anxiety really worse and cause anxious depressive symptoms to those that are prone to them.
I would attribute this to the fact that test seems to increase status seeking behavior and make effort feel good. This is pretty nasty If you were chronically feeling "low status" before, because it just throws you deeper into the hole.
For me back in the day decent dose of test was best thing ever and even tren felt good ( unfortunately not for hair follicles..
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But I also saw my share of really sad cases..