RichardTheFrog
Banned
I went to a bar and didn't talk to anyone...
I was thinking about the red pill. It doesn't lead to a happy life and it is hard to keep that mindset when you're out and looking at people. Perhaps I should just accept that as part of female nature and then still try to deal with them.
If any female is going to become invested in you, then you are going to have to be helping her in some tangible or material way.
All talk about pills aside, I still have no game. I can't even start a conversation. I barely look people in the eye, let alone act in any dominant or alpha ways, which I'm told I'm supposed to act like.
I think I scare girls at some level. Like I'm a psycho. I have lots of anger.
Perhaps I am an incompetent suitor, but I don't know why this is. I can't pinpoint specific reasons. Is it because I don't have enough money? Is it because I'm not tall enough? Don't have good enough social skills? Hopefully I can fix these things if I can ever identify them.
By the time I work up the courage to talk to a girl, I will find out she already has kids, a boyfriend, or a husband.
In the rare opportunity that something arises, I can't be scared to escalate.
I am starting to think that there is no way for me to win this game.
Am I really "red pilling," or is this a case of... "you can't fire me because I quit." Was I ever in the game in the first place and will I ever be? Am I doomed to be a loser for eternity unless I can pay girls?
Even if I take the "red pill," nothing will stop me from waking up thinking about sex. My strongest biological urge is to have sex with women that are morally depraved and evil and just want to use me.
Instead of going MGTOW, should I devote my life to meeting the hypergamy standard of today's women? That would be easy. Just get rich.
I am reminded of a quote from The Mystery Method that says "never be apathetic" when talking to a girl. You must always put lots of energy into it and really care about the interaction. I am finding this difficult to impossible because I truly don't care that much about them.
I'm jealous of other guys that are successful because I would think at this point in my life, there would at least be ONE girl who is interested in me, right!?!?? I feel like I've earned at least that and to cut through all the games, etc. but apparently that's not going to happen.
If I was rich, would that give them the "'gina tingles?".... Nothing else I'm doing is.
I also think that most girls are BORING AS ****. Even if you manage to cut through the 1,000 layers of ego to get to the real person in front of you, that person will end up being boring and probably stupid.
Most females have False Confidence. If they were males, they would be scrutinized and broken down mercilessly, but they're not. At any hint of challenging this False Confidence of a woman, she will run away, or even call people to come help her. How dare you insult her like that! Don't you know who she is?!??!!
Red pill: There's no such thing as a good girl. It's probably 1 in a million to even find one who is a decent human being.
I was thinking about the red pill. It doesn't lead to a happy life and it is hard to keep that mindset when you're out and looking at people. Perhaps I should just accept that as part of female nature and then still try to deal with them.
If any female is going to become invested in you, then you are going to have to be helping her in some tangible or material way.
All talk about pills aside, I still have no game. I can't even start a conversation. I barely look people in the eye, let alone act in any dominant or alpha ways, which I'm told I'm supposed to act like.
I think I scare girls at some level. Like I'm a psycho. I have lots of anger.
Perhaps I am an incompetent suitor, but I don't know why this is. I can't pinpoint specific reasons. Is it because I don't have enough money? Is it because I'm not tall enough? Don't have good enough social skills? Hopefully I can fix these things if I can ever identify them.
By the time I work up the courage to talk to a girl, I will find out she already has kids, a boyfriend, or a husband.
In the rare opportunity that something arises, I can't be scared to escalate.
I am starting to think that there is no way for me to win this game.
Am I really "red pilling," or is this a case of... "you can't fire me because I quit." Was I ever in the game in the first place and will I ever be? Am I doomed to be a loser for eternity unless I can pay girls?
Even if I take the "red pill," nothing will stop me from waking up thinking about sex. My strongest biological urge is to have sex with women that are morally depraved and evil and just want to use me.
Instead of going MGTOW, should I devote my life to meeting the hypergamy standard of today's women? That would be easy. Just get rich.
I am reminded of a quote from The Mystery Method that says "never be apathetic" when talking to a girl. You must always put lots of energy into it and really care about the interaction. I am finding this difficult to impossible because I truly don't care that much about them.
I'm jealous of other guys that are successful because I would think at this point in my life, there would at least be ONE girl who is interested in me, right!?!?? I feel like I've earned at least that and to cut through all the games, etc. but apparently that's not going to happen.
If I was rich, would that give them the "'gina tingles?".... Nothing else I'm doing is.
I also think that most girls are BORING AS ****. Even if you manage to cut through the 1,000 layers of ego to get to the real person in front of you, that person will end up being boring and probably stupid.
Most females have False Confidence. If they were males, they would be scrutinized and broken down mercilessly, but they're not. At any hint of challenging this False Confidence of a woman, she will run away, or even call people to come help her. How dare you insult her like that! Don't you know who she is?!??!!
Red pill: There's no such thing as a good girl. It's probably 1 in a million to even find one who is a decent human being.