NorwegianDJ
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Thinking
So yeah, I've been quite busy lately. HB Cloud (I feel that name is getting odd, but it fits) came over again on sunday, fun times, fun times. I still suck in bed. My dad seriously walked straight past my HUGE window while we were doing it. He didn't see us tho, so I went over and closed them. She was turned off after that. I tryed the "come here" motion, OMG. Sh1t is intense. I got bitemarks (bruises) on both of my shoulders and neck. Just sayin'
I gotta admit I love cuddling. She doesn't want to get feelings for me etc, but I handled it good. Really went from her saying that we can't see eachother anymore to her coming over during this week.
I really had some funny **** to tell, but I forgot. I think this post is gonna be more about some recent thinking that I've done.
I don't get the point in keeping this journal anymore... I can't see how this will help me. I won't be able to see how I have progressed from reading blurry information on how I get one girl, or what grades I get, or how much I lift, which I already have a journal for. I think this just boost my ego. Why wouldn't it? I'm telling succes stories and ****, for random people on an internet forum. Look at HPRJ, he is insane with girls, but he's got a huge ego. Look at his journal, it's insane, but it doesn't really help him much at all; only boosts his ego.
So I might stop posting here, maybe I'll give some updates at times. I don't see how people can get inspired either.
Journals are for motivation. That's it. But motivation for what? Getting girls? Doing well in school? I don't need this for that.
On a different note, I've done a lot of different thinking lately, some realizations, but mostly things I know, or maybe it's small blindspots being filled.
This is gonna be messy. I might write this during the afternoon, or just straight away. There will be no order and really just a lot of stuff in my mind.
I'm over halfway on dvd 3 of the blueprint, it finally starts going deep and telling me some new stuff. Really, in the end it's not about doing this and saying that, it's about being. You wouldn't think that RSD; how you get women, would have anything to do with spiritual stuff would you? The Power of Now, by Tolle is what I'm specifically refering to. The blueprint approaches the same topics. It's all about finding yourself, be congruent with your core... Living in the moment, let the present control the past and handle the future when it comes your way. Being present doesn't mean to sit home and play computer games, because thats the best short-term fun you have available. It means doing whatever you need to do with dedication, to be present, to fully concentrate on what you are doing and do it properly. I don't even know If I'm fully in the moment, but right now I am. I don't know how to stay there. Atleast when I recognize that I'm not present; I am present.
Really, this pick-up stuff can get you off on the wrong foot if you don't watch out. You basicly change your reality and do what a dude tells you gets you women. You feel that you have to go into pick-up mode to get women. You need good clothes. You feel that it's not you to be sexual. This is true, to some extent. The "You" that Im talking about here is your ego, your socially conditioned self. It is only when you connect with your inner self, your real self; cause your ego has formed a second self in you. This is the way to real confidence. I'm not quite sure how to explain how you get there yet. It basicly involves you own goals and values. Achieve it. Don't you ever think about yourself in 3rd person? I find myself doing it a lot. I don't know if this has anything to do with what I just explained, but I think it does. If I look at myself in a mirror, I talk to him, not me; but it seems normal (cause I am talking to my other self(?)).
Girls. I finally realized that they don't matter for your confidence and succes, all of that. They are simply fun, amusing and that stuff. They are entertainment, but saying that is wrong. They are great and all, BUT THEY WILL NOT MOVE YOU ANYWHERE CLOSER TO YOUR GOALS. Unless if you have a goal to **** as many as possible. Can you tell me what kind of goal that is? That's right, it's an ego-boosting goal. It's counter-intutive. Exactly what happens to many who get good with women; they start seeing that, and define (in lack of a better word) a part of their sense of self on that. Eventually, they will not get any women, and now they HAVE to get a girl, because they always do that. Now they are outcome dependent. Their ego screws them over. Do not define yourself by external factors. I sounds valid.
Thinking about it, society really has made an AFC breeding-ground. Endless mental-stimulation, ego stimulating things everywhere, no need to step out of your comfort-zone. Just live the perfect life. Get an education, work and earn money, so you can retire at 60. Then you finally die at the age of 80, and realize that you fcking wasted your life; but they don't tell you that. Don't get me wrong, society is great, but you have to make it work for you.
Money, looks.. Romance,, clothes, all of it. LIMITING BELIEFS. How do you know it matters? Tyler claims that it all is bull****, I agree, to an extent. Romance, of course is an obvious failure. Money made sense when he explained it. You turn into a provider instead of a lover. Of course there are amalies (or whatever way you type it, a small % of people) who like money and stuff like that. But looks.. I honestly disagree with him. I don't know how it is for adults, but he makes sense. As looks change with time. A hot guy or girl isn't the same now as in the 60s. Go figure. But teenagers... I don't know what it is, but I've come up with a plausible theory. I think that, like social conditioning, they have been told to love hot guys from all angles. All girls at my age cares about looks. It can have something to do with value too, as being seen with someone hot will give you more social value; which are girls #1 priority. Not that it's really much harder for someone with average looks. But I think it's a must not to be fat in highschool. I partly take that back tho, cause I knew a really cool kid back in norway, he was dating one of the hottest chicks in town for a year. Long story really, doesn't fit in here. /Thinking session over.
Don't be scared to reply, it's just a frikkin' forum.
Read it, it seemed good. Can't go down own her tho. and you have to fix the link.MrP said:
So yeah, I've been quite busy lately. HB Cloud (I feel that name is getting odd, but it fits) came over again on sunday, fun times, fun times. I still suck in bed. My dad seriously walked straight past my HUGE window while we were doing it. He didn't see us tho, so I went over and closed them. She was turned off after that. I tryed the "come here" motion, OMG. Sh1t is intense. I got bitemarks (bruises) on both of my shoulders and neck. Just sayin'
I gotta admit I love cuddling. She doesn't want to get feelings for me etc, but I handled it good. Really went from her saying that we can't see eachother anymore to her coming over during this week.
I really had some funny **** to tell, but I forgot. I think this post is gonna be more about some recent thinking that I've done.
I don't get the point in keeping this journal anymore... I can't see how this will help me. I won't be able to see how I have progressed from reading blurry information on how I get one girl, or what grades I get, or how much I lift, which I already have a journal for. I think this just boost my ego. Why wouldn't it? I'm telling succes stories and ****, for random people on an internet forum. Look at HPRJ, he is insane with girls, but he's got a huge ego. Look at his journal, it's insane, but it doesn't really help him much at all; only boosts his ego.
So I might stop posting here, maybe I'll give some updates at times. I don't see how people can get inspired either.
Journals are for motivation. That's it. But motivation for what? Getting girls? Doing well in school? I don't need this for that.
On a different note, I've done a lot of different thinking lately, some realizations, but mostly things I know, or maybe it's small blindspots being filled.
This is gonna be messy. I might write this during the afternoon, or just straight away. There will be no order and really just a lot of stuff in my mind.
I'm over halfway on dvd 3 of the blueprint, it finally starts going deep and telling me some new stuff. Really, in the end it's not about doing this and saying that, it's about being. You wouldn't think that RSD; how you get women, would have anything to do with spiritual stuff would you? The Power of Now, by Tolle is what I'm specifically refering to. The blueprint approaches the same topics. It's all about finding yourself, be congruent with your core... Living in the moment, let the present control the past and handle the future when it comes your way. Being present doesn't mean to sit home and play computer games, because thats the best short-term fun you have available. It means doing whatever you need to do with dedication, to be present, to fully concentrate on what you are doing and do it properly. I don't even know If I'm fully in the moment, but right now I am. I don't know how to stay there. Atleast when I recognize that I'm not present; I am present.
Really, this pick-up stuff can get you off on the wrong foot if you don't watch out. You basicly change your reality and do what a dude tells you gets you women. You feel that you have to go into pick-up mode to get women. You need good clothes. You feel that it's not you to be sexual. This is true, to some extent. The "You" that Im talking about here is your ego, your socially conditioned self. It is only when you connect with your inner self, your real self; cause your ego has formed a second self in you. This is the way to real confidence. I'm not quite sure how to explain how you get there yet. It basicly involves you own goals and values. Achieve it. Don't you ever think about yourself in 3rd person? I find myself doing it a lot. I don't know if this has anything to do with what I just explained, but I think it does. If I look at myself in a mirror, I talk to him, not me; but it seems normal (cause I am talking to my other self(?)).
Girls. I finally realized that they don't matter for your confidence and succes, all of that. They are simply fun, amusing and that stuff. They are entertainment, but saying that is wrong. They are great and all, BUT THEY WILL NOT MOVE YOU ANYWHERE CLOSER TO YOUR GOALS. Unless if you have a goal to **** as many as possible. Can you tell me what kind of goal that is? That's right, it's an ego-boosting goal. It's counter-intutive. Exactly what happens to many who get good with women; they start seeing that, and define (in lack of a better word) a part of their sense of self on that. Eventually, they will not get any women, and now they HAVE to get a girl, because they always do that. Now they are outcome dependent. Their ego screws them over. Do not define yourself by external factors. I sounds valid.
Thinking about it, society really has made an AFC breeding-ground. Endless mental-stimulation, ego stimulating things everywhere, no need to step out of your comfort-zone. Just live the perfect life. Get an education, work and earn money, so you can retire at 60. Then you finally die at the age of 80, and realize that you fcking wasted your life; but they don't tell you that. Don't get me wrong, society is great, but you have to make it work for you.
Money, looks.. Romance,, clothes, all of it. LIMITING BELIEFS. How do you know it matters? Tyler claims that it all is bull****, I agree, to an extent. Romance, of course is an obvious failure. Money made sense when he explained it. You turn into a provider instead of a lover. Of course there are amalies (or whatever way you type it, a small % of people) who like money and stuff like that. But looks.. I honestly disagree with him. I don't know how it is for adults, but he makes sense. As looks change with time. A hot guy or girl isn't the same now as in the 60s. Go figure. But teenagers... I don't know what it is, but I've come up with a plausible theory. I think that, like social conditioning, they have been told to love hot guys from all angles. All girls at my age cares about looks. It can have something to do with value too, as being seen with someone hot will give you more social value; which are girls #1 priority. Not that it's really much harder for someone with average looks. But I think it's a must not to be fat in highschool. I partly take that back tho, cause I knew a really cool kid back in norway, he was dating one of the hottest chicks in town for a year. Long story really, doesn't fit in here. /Thinking session over.
Don't be scared to reply, it's just a frikkin' forum.
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