I haven't been on a date in a long time now, i have kissed a few girls but its been a few months since i got laid. Aside from that, it appears that women have more choice which guy they want to want to date or have sex with. Women seem to have all the power, even the unattractive women get hit on all the time and they to can be difficult to attract.
I know guys who constantly get blown out from the hot girls and don't have a lot of choice so they go after the fat or average looking girls. I'm not that type of guy, i know what type of girls i like. Of course i'd like to have sex with a hb10 but its very unlikely that i would want a relationship with her because i'm assuming that it would be hard work holding onto her.
Every time i approach a girl now she looks away or she mutters something, abviously not interested. And i'm a decent looking guy. It does bother me that alot of girls don't want to talk everytime i approached in the past, now when i go out i don't approach as much and instead keep my distance from women. I do this because i know what the outcome will be, girls pretending to be polite or making excuses for not wanting to talk to you. Its like been in work, before going into a bar you gotta clock in and pay attention to how you approach her.what the ****! Women seem to have all the power these days.
I was out the other night and watched a young man (well dressed) approach an attractive looking blonde, he looked nervous, but make an good effort to chat to her. She completely blanked him out and turned her attention to her friends. I could feel his pain. I have been witnessing this alot when i go out and taught long and hard about it, it is completely normal to approach a strange person in social setting so why are women been so ****ing rude and ignorant when all we want is to make conversation? Everytime i go out with my mates now i feel intimidated to even make eye contact with a girl. its crazy. I feel that there is something seriously wrong with me that women just don't want to give me the time of day.
I know that i am not in this alone, there are alot of guys who are in the same both, some who admit to have social anxiety with women and others whom have social anxiety with women but don't want to admit it.
I am not the type of person who likes to put women down, i don't have that intention but i will say how i feel and that is angry and envious that i am getting nowhere with women and other guys seem to be doing quite well. I'm not on this forum to stir **** but to honestly admit that i am **** with women socially and i need help in this department of my life. I know your thinking this guy needs has some serious issues but in reality, i have an interesting career, i work out daily and have a body that most guys would kill to have, i'm quite good looking, i have good relationships with my buddy's and i would do almost anything for them if they needed help.
When i walk into a bar with my mates i am ignored by every girl and when i approach i with my mates they don't bother looking in my direction even when i am actually opening my mouth, telling a joke or giving a compliment. I feel like i am nothing and they are everything and sometimes i feel suical because if i can't get female attention i'm doomed forever!
I wil admit that this goes way back to my childhood, my mother never gave me any love and i don't recall her every telling me that she loved me or kissing my cheak. I spent my entire chidhood alone and afraid to interact with other kids out of fear of been judge and looked down on, which is what my mother did when i was a kid - she looked down on me and made fun, screamed, roared and smacked the **** out of me. Ok enough said, now you all know why i don't get much positive attention from females, it is because my mother beat the fear of god into me which in turn created so much anxiety with women and people in general. I do have friends don't get me wrong but still have an unbareable fear of walking up to a complete stranger in public or going for the odd job interview.
I have been to a therapy before and have poured my hear and soul out but still issue with women still seem to arise. I want love, attention and companionship. Its not much to ask for and i can give as much as i get in return.
Love,
Angel