Thanks a lot man! It really makes me happy to know that someone reads my little journal.
A little update for today:
I read somewhere on here that it's a bad idea to jerk off almost every day because it ruines your drive. So, i stopped doing just that. Another bad habit to lose. Shouldn't be so hard. After a few days i noticed i was a bit more relaxed and indeed had more drive to apporoach women. I also noticed i feel more comfortable with myself. I walk with a lot more confidence and relaxation and i notice people looking at me. It's like i radiate more charisma. Great!
I went to the supermarket today. Behind the counter was a pretty hot chick. I'd give her an 8. While i paid for my groceries there was lot of eye contact and smiling. There somehow was a sexual tension that i haven't really experienced before, or only very rarely. I made up a smooth line in my head when she handed me my reciept something like "while you're at it, write your number on there too", but i froze up right there. I could punch myself afterwards but still, i couldn't believe how comfotable i was there. Especially because i looked like sh*t. I hadn't shaved, wore some ugly gray sweater and had a light hangover and lack of sleep. It was the first time i was cool in a natural, unforced way. I was completely relaxed, also inside my head.
It's getting better, and it's great!
A little update for today:
I read somewhere on here that it's a bad idea to jerk off almost every day because it ruines your drive. So, i stopped doing just that. Another bad habit to lose. Shouldn't be so hard. After a few days i noticed i was a bit more relaxed and indeed had more drive to apporoach women. I also noticed i feel more comfortable with myself. I walk with a lot more confidence and relaxation and i notice people looking at me. It's like i radiate more charisma. Great!
I went to the supermarket today. Behind the counter was a pretty hot chick. I'd give her an 8. While i paid for my groceries there was lot of eye contact and smiling. There somehow was a sexual tension that i haven't really experienced before, or only very rarely. I made up a smooth line in my head when she handed me my reciept something like "while you're at it, write your number on there too", but i froze up right there. I could punch myself afterwards but still, i couldn't believe how comfotable i was there. Especially because i looked like sh*t. I hadn't shaved, wore some ugly gray sweater and had a light hangover and lack of sleep. It was the first time i was cool in a natural, unforced way. I was completely relaxed, also inside my head.
It's getting better, and it's great!