Finally out of the hospital. So grateful to be in the comfort of my own home, eating my own food, & without antibiotics pumping in my veins.
I feel like I learned a lot this admission: I think I dealt with a grade A attention ***** & it's probably better nothing became of it. I'm still friends with her on Instagram, so the window isn't totally shut..but I'm absolutely not initiating anything with her from here on out. She waited about a week to ignore my last message with a happy new year message, so I'm not replying at all. I haven't opened it, if I do she'll see I did & left her on read which may or may not get her hamster wheel spinning...I won't reach out unless she makes effort to meet up. Whatever. I just plan on keeping healthy, improving myself, put on more muscle, make some more money, stay on my purpose & eventually when I need another round of antibiotics & go to that unit I want her to be hitting herself for missing her shot with a top tier dude.
