Yep, the thing is I’m higher SMV than this girl, I decided to commit and settle, then found out, all in the space of a week.Also wanna say funny how past decisions virtually imprisons a woman. I totally feel @Murk . You just look down upon her, it takes effort to have some basic respect for such a woman, even tho she might be a " good person". Nobody teaches women the true consequences of their actions.
The other side tho, when a man acts like it doesn't bother him , then SHE might lose respect for you because you have no self respect...
I love her,but can never respect her. She cooks, cleans, avoids other male advances, builds me up, does whatever I want sexually, sucks me off at random, constant laughter.
But she was a hoe from 21-29 years old when she really should have been locking down a high value 30 something male.
I feel like I’m living a lie with her. I’m not jealous of her past, I’m 6’2 in shape, facially top 5% own business, property and all achieved with no parents or family literally grinder this out of the mud.
I deserve the best.