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Master Don Juan
After being in the university for over a year now, I have been slowly getting more confused about my purpose in the system.
The issue is that I really don't know what I want to do. As of now, I am a science major, but can barely see me as a scientist. I am not saying that I don't enjoy certain areas of science, but it is not to the degree that would make me want to make it a living. Like many students, I chose that course really because I was "pushed" into it by family and society.
However, although I don't feel this is the right track for me, I do not know WHICH track IS right. This makes me feel like I am sitting in class listening to some teacher lecture for a couple hours (which sucks, btw), for nothing. In fact, during most of my lectures, I would rather be in the gym working out or wrestling.
Don't get me wrong; it's not that I don't enjoy learning. In fact, my interests are varied, and I do enjoy studying the academics. However, as a career, I don't see myself going into any particular area. For instance, I enjoy reading history, but I don't see myself as being a historian. Mathematics is interesting, but being a mathematician is not my goal.
In the past year, I have felt like my real desire is to go into business, to form something, to build something. It is not the possibility for money that attracts me to this, but the adventure that seems to go with starting my own small business. But here again lies the issue of not being able to pinpoint how I should pursue this desire. Would going into business school really do much here? I know many business grads who end up toiling for hours in exceedingly monotonous jobs.
And again, it's not that I don't have any "long-term" goals. I aim to be financially independent. And I am education myself by reading books and speaking to people so that I can eventually achieve this goal. But more importantly, I want to end up doing something that I enjoy.
So I am wondering if anyone else is in a similair or slightly similair situation as me in terms of being in college or a university, but lacking any concrete direction as to where you want it to take you.
The issue is that I really don't know what I want to do. As of now, I am a science major, but can barely see me as a scientist. I am not saying that I don't enjoy certain areas of science, but it is not to the degree that would make me want to make it a living. Like many students, I chose that course really because I was "pushed" into it by family and society.
However, although I don't feel this is the right track for me, I do not know WHICH track IS right. This makes me feel like I am sitting in class listening to some teacher lecture for a couple hours (which sucks, btw), for nothing. In fact, during most of my lectures, I would rather be in the gym working out or wrestling.
Don't get me wrong; it's not that I don't enjoy learning. In fact, my interests are varied, and I do enjoy studying the academics. However, as a career, I don't see myself going into any particular area. For instance, I enjoy reading history, but I don't see myself as being a historian. Mathematics is interesting, but being a mathematician is not my goal.
In the past year, I have felt like my real desire is to go into business, to form something, to build something. It is not the possibility for money that attracts me to this, but the adventure that seems to go with starting my own small business. But here again lies the issue of not being able to pinpoint how I should pursue this desire. Would going into business school really do much here? I know many business grads who end up toiling for hours in exceedingly monotonous jobs.
And again, it's not that I don't have any "long-term" goals. I aim to be financially independent. And I am education myself by reading books and speaking to people so that I can eventually achieve this goal. But more importantly, I want to end up doing something that I enjoy.
So I am wondering if anyone else is in a similair or slightly similair situation as me in terms of being in college or a university, but lacking any concrete direction as to where you want it to take you.