Reyaj
Master Don Juan
I had been seeing a girl for at least 15 months. Like many situations, things were great in the beginning, but later turned into constant fighting, and me being somewhat bored with her, so much so that I didn't even want to have sex with her all the time.
Well the truth of the matter is, she was a good girl, that is why I stayed with her so long. She had only had 1 other partner (so she says) than me, and was very family oriented. Hence, this is what I liked most about her.
Well because I haven't been very happy, I was thinking about telling her I needed a break. She knew this and planned to discuss it with me. Well Tuesday night she went out to have coffee with one of her best friends and left me a message saying so. I called her like 20 minutes later which would have been 10 at night and she didn't answer. I left her a message saying "I guess you can't answer your phone when you're with your friends, bye" or something stupid like that.
Well I didn't get a call back, so I tried again around 12:30 at night, and still no answer. Well I left a message saying "Ok, we are officially on a break"
Well the next morning I see a message on my voice mail that came in at 1:20 in the morning that night. She seemed to not even acknowledge my message saying something like "Oh my friend was using my phone when you called, Im going to go to bed now Ill talk to you tommorow"
Well I was pissed and I ignored her phone calls the whole next day which was Wednesday.
So Thursday comes around, Im at work, and I see her calling. This time I decide to pick up. She's like "Whats wrong with you, how are you not going to talk to me all day, I heard your message about the break, we should at least talk about this"
I told her its messed up to not pick up my phone calls at night when you're "supposeidely having coffee with your friend" and she's like "how many times have you done that to me (which is true)" I still being mad, refused to talk to her and ended up hanging up. She kept calling my work and finally I talked to her again and she said "Ill come up there to your job if I have to, you better talk to me!"
Well anyway I told her I would talk to her later, but she called me and said some of her friends were going out to dinner to celebrate one of her friends birthdays. I had known about this, and I was actually relieved because I didn't want to see her.
Well anyway she called me before she was going to leave around 8:40 and left me a message. I had called back (I did block my number) at about 12:30 again and no answer. I called back again and still no answer. Ok, so now I'm thinking this girl must be out somewhere. Well the next day comes around which was yesterday.
I call her at work, and I ask her where she went last night, she says she went out, and I ask her where and she tells me the name of the Bar/Club.
Well let me tell you this Bar/Club is like the hot spot where everyone goes. This is where a lot of people meet/hook up etc..
When she said this I immediately felt fury running through my body and I hung up the on her.
She called me back, I answered the phone and said "We're done" and hung up
She called me back like 4 more times, and left a message saying "I'd at least like to know why you are mad, call me back"
Well I didn't call her all day, and about 8:30 yesterday she left another message saying "If you ever loved me, you'll call me back so we can talk about this"
Well I call her back but I was furious...
This is where I am really feeling bad...
I basically tell her off bad, I mean really bad. I was holding all this anger inside, I said some very mean and hurtful things, and I said them on purpose because I was so angry. I told her things like I thought she was a good girl, and now she's all about going out like a slut blah blah, I told her I never wanted to talk to her again, I told her she was fat and guys probably hit on her cause they thought she was easy.
Yeah I know terrible things.... and I just let them out, I was so angry and hurt that in that moment I wanted to hurt her.
Well after saying these things I immediately hung up the phone and about 5 minutes later when I cooled off I realized what an ******* I was.
I tried to call her back but she kept ignoring my calls. I left her 1 message saying something like "I want you to know I didnt mean what I said, I was just very angry, I wish you good luck"
I tried calling back a few times after that, but its was no use, she probably shut her phone off.
I do need a break from her, but now I probably killed this for good. Here I am the next day and I just don't know what to do or think......
I know I just rambled on, but this is a true story and any input I recieve I would appreciate it.
Well the truth of the matter is, she was a good girl, that is why I stayed with her so long. She had only had 1 other partner (so she says) than me, and was very family oriented. Hence, this is what I liked most about her.
Well because I haven't been very happy, I was thinking about telling her I needed a break. She knew this and planned to discuss it with me. Well Tuesday night she went out to have coffee with one of her best friends and left me a message saying so. I called her like 20 minutes later which would have been 10 at night and she didn't answer. I left her a message saying "I guess you can't answer your phone when you're with your friends, bye" or something stupid like that.
Well I didn't get a call back, so I tried again around 12:30 at night, and still no answer. Well I left a message saying "Ok, we are officially on a break"
Well the next morning I see a message on my voice mail that came in at 1:20 in the morning that night. She seemed to not even acknowledge my message saying something like "Oh my friend was using my phone when you called, Im going to go to bed now Ill talk to you tommorow"
Well I was pissed and I ignored her phone calls the whole next day which was Wednesday.
So Thursday comes around, Im at work, and I see her calling. This time I decide to pick up. She's like "Whats wrong with you, how are you not going to talk to me all day, I heard your message about the break, we should at least talk about this"
I told her its messed up to not pick up my phone calls at night when you're "supposeidely having coffee with your friend" and she's like "how many times have you done that to me (which is true)" I still being mad, refused to talk to her and ended up hanging up. She kept calling my work and finally I talked to her again and she said "Ill come up there to your job if I have to, you better talk to me!"
Well anyway I told her I would talk to her later, but she called me and said some of her friends were going out to dinner to celebrate one of her friends birthdays. I had known about this, and I was actually relieved because I didn't want to see her.
Well anyway she called me before she was going to leave around 8:40 and left me a message. I had called back (I did block my number) at about 12:30 again and no answer. I called back again and still no answer. Ok, so now I'm thinking this girl must be out somewhere. Well the next day comes around which was yesterday.
I call her at work, and I ask her where she went last night, she says she went out, and I ask her where and she tells me the name of the Bar/Club.
Well let me tell you this Bar/Club is like the hot spot where everyone goes. This is where a lot of people meet/hook up etc..
When she said this I immediately felt fury running through my body and I hung up the on her.
She called me back, I answered the phone and said "We're done" and hung up
She called me back like 4 more times, and left a message saying "I'd at least like to know why you are mad, call me back"
Well I didn't call her all day, and about 8:30 yesterday she left another message saying "If you ever loved me, you'll call me back so we can talk about this"
Well I call her back but I was furious...
This is where I am really feeling bad...
I basically tell her off bad, I mean really bad. I was holding all this anger inside, I said some very mean and hurtful things, and I said them on purpose because I was so angry. I told her things like I thought she was a good girl, and now she's all about going out like a slut blah blah, I told her I never wanted to talk to her again, I told her she was fat and guys probably hit on her cause they thought she was easy.
Yeah I know terrible things.... and I just let them out, I was so angry and hurt that in that moment I wanted to hurt her.
Well after saying these things I immediately hung up the phone and about 5 minutes later when I cooled off I realized what an ******* I was.
I tried to call her back but she kept ignoring my calls. I left her 1 message saying something like "I want you to know I didnt mean what I said, I was just very angry, I wish you good luck"
I tried calling back a few times after that, but its was no use, she probably shut her phone off.
I do need a break from her, but now I probably killed this for good. Here I am the next day and I just don't know what to do or think......
I know I just rambled on, but this is a true story and any input I recieve I would appreciate it.
