Honestly I'm just tired. I'm tired of going to clubs and bars that I don't have fun at. I'm tired of dating women who don't treat me threat that I deserve. I'm tired of going to parties looking for a woman. I'm tired of how bad this market is. And I'm tire of thinking about some young woman that I don't even have sexual feelings for.
Life is a b!tch isn't it? I don't even know what to do. Part of me waves to go on a rampage. But I don't know if I have that fortitude in my right now.
Look mate, you need to sort yourself out. You are just whining and complaining "oh its all soooo hard"
Maybe taking a break from girls could be an option, get back in touch with YOU, your aims, goals, passions.
When i see people with your mindset that's usually whats gone wrong, and once you sort that out and get on track women usually become easier. If you are looking at game as a chire, somethings gone wrong.