Dear Spuds,
Though you are a charmless nurk,I shall respond with Civility....
"you can hallucinate that you had a good life"....well the past tense is your choice...I lived through the hedonistic sixties and you would think that I would yearn to have those day back,but no, things are better for me at my age than ever before in my life,and getting better...Sure much of this is a state of mind,but much is because of increased confidence,secure financial base,Asian Girls,The Internet,and the experience and ability to sift and screen out the dross that only Experience can give you...But honestly the greatest support I enjoy is not Mums Apple pie but Mr Pfizers little blue bullets!