Hi there.
For the first 18 years of my life i vowed, i would never let it happen. My dad was addicted and there was no f*cking way it was gonna happen to me. Then i tried it, first time was alright, then whenever i started getting drunk i wanted to do it. Last night, i smoked 4 cigarettes, most i've ever smoked.
I never thought it could happen, i always thought i had the willpower to not get addicted, but it happened. Lets just say this has been the worst day of my life.
I have never wanted anything in my life more than a smoke. If your a smoker than i finally understand what you go through when you tried to quit. This is hell man, everytime i see a smoke i want one.
If you aren't smoking and don't want to start, don't ever smoke one. You'll think "Oh i won't get addicted" And you will, it'll blindside you and you can't control it. You think you can, but you can't Nicotine is the devil.
For the first 18 years of my life i vowed, i would never let it happen. My dad was addicted and there was no f*cking way it was gonna happen to me. Then i tried it, first time was alright, then whenever i started getting drunk i wanted to do it. Last night, i smoked 4 cigarettes, most i've ever smoked.
I never thought it could happen, i always thought i had the willpower to not get addicted, but it happened. Lets just say this has been the worst day of my life.
I have never wanted anything in my life more than a smoke. If your a smoker than i finally understand what you go through when you tried to quit. This is hell man, everytime i see a smoke i want one.
If you aren't smoking and don't want to start, don't ever smoke one. You'll think "Oh i won't get addicted" And you will, it'll blindside you and you can't control it. You think you can, but you can't Nicotine is the devil.