Packers2010
Master Don Juan
lately i haven't been doing well in the game. i haven't got laid u ages and i am started to feel it more and more.
i know i just need to approach more an just trust that it will all work out if i just stick to it. but it's so hard when you only approach like 2 sets in 2 weeks.
take last night for instance, i went out with a bunch of friends. one of the girls who car out was single. so we went to this club and we all danced and stuff, i didn't get let in to the club. i was "apparently too drunk and had to wait 30 mins." when i get in the club and meet up with my friends. she was dancing with on of the guys we came out with, they was pretty much having a full make out sess. i was like cool, ( i didn't care i wasn't much into the her only other from the fact that i'm horny as **** and i need to get laid ASAP. yeah that's where my mind is at right now.)
so we all just kept dancing ( cos thats what you do in a club i guess. lol) then she starts kissing one of her friends girl friends who sh brought out.( which was cool to see.)
later on she started grinding up on me (which like never happens to me so i was like.. yay.. chodes gunna chode huh?) then she like pulled me in close. i'm not sure if she wanted me to kiss her.. but i was totally uncalibrated and said something stupid like.. "what?" because i thought she wanted me to talk to her. so then she realized this and let go of me. witch is to be expected. though i'm pretty sure the main reason why i did that was because:
A) I saw her kissing her guy friend and i though that I shouldn't kiss her becuse it would **** up the " group dynamic"
B) my friend saw what was going on and was trying to tell me to stop it. ( he is a GOOD FRIEND of mine. not some guy who wound amog me. plus me knew the guy who was kissing her. so i think he was setting up for him even though he didn't take her home in the end lol)
c) i'm just tottally didn't expect it to happen and i was uncalibrated. ( i know it is this 95% though A and B had slight bearings on it too. )
to you guys that probably nothing. but to me it was a pretty big deal. i think i am focusing on what i DON'T have when i should just focus on HAVING A GOOD TIME. but i never do.
funny story is, i trolled her on facebook when i got home. ( had no numbers to drunk text.) so i sent her the message " hey thanks for not grinding on me too much i would hav got a boner and it would have been embarrassing. ( IE: the chodiest message of all time) i then added her to facebook to see she has a kid. so. nothing is really won or lost her.. plus she is a cool person to bring out so hey maybe i might see her again.
after all this rambling ( thanks for reading it all), what should I focus on? and how do i stop making myself feel so ****ty? i mean, i'm not getting ANYWHERE. sure i feel a little more confident. but that's behind the scenes so to speak, it's not when i'm with a girl.
i know i just need to approach more an just trust that it will all work out if i just stick to it. but it's so hard when you only approach like 2 sets in 2 weeks.
take last night for instance, i went out with a bunch of friends. one of the girls who car out was single. so we went to this club and we all danced and stuff, i didn't get let in to the club. i was "apparently too drunk and had to wait 30 mins." when i get in the club and meet up with my friends. she was dancing with on of the guys we came out with, they was pretty much having a full make out sess. i was like cool, ( i didn't care i wasn't much into the her only other from the fact that i'm horny as **** and i need to get laid ASAP. yeah that's where my mind is at right now.)
so we all just kept dancing ( cos thats what you do in a club i guess. lol) then she starts kissing one of her friends girl friends who sh brought out.( which was cool to see.)
later on she started grinding up on me (which like never happens to me so i was like.. yay.. chodes gunna chode huh?) then she like pulled me in close. i'm not sure if she wanted me to kiss her.. but i was totally uncalibrated and said something stupid like.. "what?" because i thought she wanted me to talk to her. so then she realized this and let go of me. witch is to be expected. though i'm pretty sure the main reason why i did that was because:
A) I saw her kissing her guy friend and i though that I shouldn't kiss her becuse it would **** up the " group dynamic"
B) my friend saw what was going on and was trying to tell me to stop it. ( he is a GOOD FRIEND of mine. not some guy who wound amog me. plus me knew the guy who was kissing her. so i think he was setting up for him even though he didn't take her home in the end lol)
c) i'm just tottally didn't expect it to happen and i was uncalibrated. ( i know it is this 95% though A and B had slight bearings on it too. )
to you guys that probably nothing. but to me it was a pretty big deal. i think i am focusing on what i DON'T have when i should just focus on HAVING A GOOD TIME. but i never do.
funny story is, i trolled her on facebook when i got home. ( had no numbers to drunk text.) so i sent her the message " hey thanks for not grinding on me too much i would hav got a boner and it would have been embarrassing. ( IE: the chodiest message of all time) i then added her to facebook to see she has a kid. so. nothing is really won or lost her.. plus she is a cool person to bring out so hey maybe i might see her again.
after all this rambling ( thanks for reading it all), what should I focus on? and how do i stop making myself feel so ****ty? i mean, i'm not getting ANYWHERE. sure i feel a little more confident. but that's behind the scenes so to speak, it's not when i'm with a girl.