rushing dude 123 said:
Luke i seriously don't get u, u contradict urself. I thought u said u wanted sex after marriage, but then why would u have box of condoms in ur car just in case u do cheat on her.
To set the factual record straight, I do not currently have any condoms in my car. In fact, I've never purchased or held a condom in my life.
What I wrote on the first post is merely ideas or a 'draft' statement that means nothing and testing ideas on here to see how they are resonating.
rushing dude123 said:
You seemed to me like a guy who would not cheat and be loyal, also not have sex before marriage. Now u have something avaliable for u ur whole mind set has changed, which tells me before u only said all that stuff just has an excuse because u cudn't get one. And now that u do have one the wolf has come out of it's sheeps clothing.
I don't see how my mind-set would change since I never had sex with my girlfriend or am making statements that I do not believe in having sex before marriage. If anything, if I had sex with my girlfriend, then that would show inconsitentant morality because I will be violating my pre-maritial sex belief now that I have a girl that would have sex with me, or will likely have sex with me sometime this summer. Now, if I was how you described above, then I either would have already had sex with her, or would not have mentioned 'marriage' as a prerequisite to going out on trips around the world (she's paying for it), moving in with her or having sex with her. Therefore, I've maintained this standard in the face of having a girlfriend.
I think the draft post may reflect 'fantasy' more than anything else, so I'm not sure if that would reflect an inconsistent morality on desperation like you are saying here -- otherwise, it stands to reason I would have sex with my gf first since I'm desperate, then after liking it (assuming I'm not asexual) would go on to cheat with other girls. That scenerio is not reflected above.
rushing dude 123 said:
U on the other hand have actually made a thread on how to cheat, this is no accident, which totally opposes ur principles.
One of my principles is there is no accidents. Again, this thread is a draft that is exploiring ideas and concepts of cheating, but there is no actual concrete plan to "cheat".
In fact, there is no solid defination of "cheating" to even base it on. Let's get one thing straight, I'm not talking about sex or exchange of bodily fluids here.
"Cheating" is emotional cheating? Taking another girl out to the movie? Having lunch with a female client or co-worker? Most people readng this thread will assume this is sexual physical cheating -- when in fact, I may just have it in mind to take a girl out to the movies, ask a married woman out to a listing presenation with me (business only), or something that's seemingly innocious.
In fact, I want to make an issue about the above right here to show I'm not d1cking around here -- I've already made three threads on enotalone which specifically makes arguement to what cheating means -- i.e. EMOTIONAL cheating. So for those threads seem to have a conclusion that EMOTIONAL CHEATING is real and potentially fatal to a relationship, so it's not just confised to sexual cheating. The question is -- where do you draw the line?
I'm the type of guy that's like an 'emotional sponge' and feeds and relishes off of female contact -- so in some subconcious or psychological sence, I just can get off 'emotionally' and 'feel' good -- almost like an obsession with female contact sometimes...so it seems since I'm taking in 'female energy' and absorbing it allot in some interactions that it seems sort of morally grey (i.e. cheating).
Here are the threads as follows:
Business relationship (listing presentation) with a married woman from the office -- is this cheating without my girlfriend's knowledge or permission:
http://www.enotalone.com/forum/showthread.php?t=284295
Is having a sexy personal gym trainer cheating with my girlfriend (which I currently have). I told my girlfriend that I have a female trainer who is helping me out with the weights:
http://www.enotalone.com/forum/showthread.php?t=285840
The specific co-worker at the office that I asked out to a movie two weeks ago (didn't follow up since I'm internally debated this like crazy):
http://www.enotalone.com/forum/showthread.php?t=285476
This shows I'm serious about the concept of emotional cheating, and if you look at the replies to the enotalone threads it would seem that people there ARE taking that concept VERY seriously and would break-up if they found their SO EMOTIONALLY cheated on them.