GUYS... You are all right. I dunno whats wrong with me
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here it goes. This is pretty much the end of my journey.
School started, I see her, we say hi, a friend comes up to me, then i talk to him for a second, and i try to catch up with my gf, i say "baby", and she says "whatttt", I say "whatever", and walk off.
Later on that day lunch starts, we hang out, we actually hit things off, we are havin fun with eachother, a lot of teasing etc etc etc, everything seems really good. She splashes water on me, i dump a bottle on her head, she gets mad and slaps my face, i take her purse away and tell her im gonna throw it on the roof, then she attacks me practically ripping my shirt off, i give it up and walk off and sit at a table of women. I see her getting very jelous. Then 5 minute slater, i catch up with her, i land a kiss on her when shes angry at me and we make up, first kiss of the day, i know pretty damn lame, it seems as if the 8 month is making her attraction for me fade down.
We are in class together, actually private. In a fileing class, we talk here and there, i attempt to slide my hands down her shirt to feel her tits, she says "no" and pushes my hand away, i thought perhaps i need to man up and take what i want, so i try twice more, and she says no, and so basically i say "you really dont want me to touch you?" she replies, "No", so i dont.
I say "its been months since i even felt a boob of yours, whats going on?"
she gets an attitude as if thats all i care about.
She wants me to sign a year book, which she has a page dedicated to me.
I begin to write, she reads and gets mad, say im being sarcastic when i wasnt, then i try to write some more, bell rings.
I ask her if i can take the year book with me and give it to her at the end of school, she says no a few times, and then i say "well just rip the page out and ill give it to you after school", she says "okay", but then i guess her year book got stollen.
CARMA lol.
anyways, well shes in a bad mood, i follow her around as shes looking for her yaer book, shes in a bad mood, but gives her no right to treat me like crap.
AS im with her she says "Must you follow me", "Go away!" "Go Away!" "shewwww!!!!" "Stop following me!"
As im saying "WTF why are you being so ****ed up to me now?? What syour problem?? etc etc, she goes to class and ditches me. I wait outside her class to come out, but she just tells me to go away.
School ends, shes waiting at the end of the side i usually walk on, but instead i went another way cus i went to go buy a drink, so i see her, she basically ignores me and doesnt look at me, but i look at her, she looks at me, i keep walking, and i just leave.
Home.....
Shes been calling me....... i dunno, thats fcking it guys, she doesnt respect me, she treats me like garbage, its not the first time shes been cruel to tell me to go away in front of her friends, and they all know that she treats me bad . Im through, that was the last damn straw.
I plan on no contact with her from now on. i was actually palnning to dump her after school, but we've dumped eachother a few times its like we dont even take it seriously anymore, but i am truely dumping her and she needs to know that. anyways.... yeah.
Im basically screwed. When me and my gf got back together a while ago, she knew i was talking to this HOTTTT Freshman, prolly like HB 8, who is actually no psycho. I did what my gf told me, i let her control me, this freshman wanted to go out with me, but i told her not to talk to me ever again.
So here i am, left with nothing. GG?
