DasaniWater
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I typed this earlier, had to save it on a floppy disk
Hey Guys! I am very thankful that you all took the time out to really help me out, i really appreciate it, it makes me feel like people really do care and thanks a lot!
I'm at school right now at the library, i should be in Art class but i'm failing anyways, so forget it.
I've read all your posts, prolly 3 times over each, much appreciation all of your tips and thoughts really do help. I seriosuly do need to man up with her and stop taking this crap from her, and even have her make me feel like a "dog", just chasing or walking with her and she just walks off like no big deal.... seriously... wtf am i thinking.
Anyways, yeah i will listen to all of your ideas, i dont know about the part of dumping her or getting rid of her, I KNOW GUYS, i probably should, and i dont know why im continuing to let this go out longer, but then again, if i can get something out of it why not right? I wont stress so much anymore about how she treats me and all that. Although yeah, i definetly changed since she last dumped me.
In fact, I remember 5 months ago when i came to this site, i was dating my gf so far for about 3 months, i began to change, i started to apply all the "DJ techniques", and she didnt like it. She often told me ive changed, and that she didnt like it, so i felt as if maybe she was different, maybe she would accept me for who i was. WRONG!! she walked all over me, got everytyhing she wanted, i gave her the world, then she dumped me like a bomb.
So now im different, im not the normal dog to her anymore. She often complains, "I wont my old dasaniwater back", "i dont like how u are with me now".. Welll... i made hre a deal. She stop treating me like crap, then i will give her half of what i was before. But she hasnt taken my offer obviously. ]
So here we go, school begins today, oh yeah, im 18, shes 17. Anyways, school starts, i havnt seen her in 5 days, class just ended, i walk up the stairs and i meet up with her as she comes down the stairs, we both smile and say "hey", and all that, then i attempt to give her a hug and she kept walking and woldnt really let me. Maybe my fault? TRyin to hug her on the stairs, ok. i didnt let it get to me. She gets down the stairs, we walk, i tell her to give me a huh, she gives me the most lousiest hug ever, that lasts like 1 second, barely having her arm around me, and she continues to walk.. and im like "okay... now might not be a good time to try and kiss her obviously".
So here i am walking her to class, we get to the point where we both split up, she gives me another lousy hug, i try to kiss her, and she responds "eww no". I'm like wtF? OKAY yeah nothing knew, but im sick of these games. We talk on the phone, she loves me blah blah blah, but why does she treat me like crap with her actions? or out of no where?? Like we havnt been going out for 8 months. This isnt the first time either, i recall her being this way since 3rd month of our relationship, and even worse a week before she dumped me. I noticed she changed, i kept trying to force it, i did so many things for her, told her i loved her and she said she didnt care, broke my heart.
Anyways, so then she continues to walk to her class, and i yell out, "Are you seriouse??? We've been going out for 8 months, and you dont even kiss me? What kind of relationship is this???" and i walk off.
Next class period ends, she doestn come to class, i call her cell, shes having lunch with her friends, so then i join her. She completely ignores me or doesnt talk to me for the entire lunch, so i just get up and go with a friend.
Lunch ends, i catch up with her, we have next class together, she says where did you go?? And i say, "what do you mean? You left so i left" (she got up to go buy fries or somethin) Then she says "ohh, who did you go with" actin all of the sudden she cares. SHES A VERY JELOUS TYPE OF GIRL. Very controlling. This HB 8, freshman, had a huge crush on me, we use to talk and we were friends , my gf made me basically tell her to "fck off and never talk to me again", and i DID! omg. wrong move?? Well ever since, sheoften complains and complains "do you like her?? You can go with her. u know the stupid games... and im like "wtf i dont even talk to her anymore", and shse still argues to me about her a week later.
Anyways, this message is getting really big. ill try to make it fast. WE have our next class together, its like filing crap. so its just the both of us. I hint to her that i dont want to be with her anymore, and that im leaving las vegas to move to california (my only reason to stay in vegas after i grad is to be with her), and she says "oh.. thats cool".. like she was down. And i say "not like you care or anything".. well idont remembre the entire convo, but then i tried to kiss her, she refused, and i said "okay then".. but im like fck it. so i force her to give me a kiss and i kiss her 5 times on the face. well she finally lightens up to me, and then a get kisses here and there, we talk we laugh blah blah blah. last 40 minutes of the clas, she comlpetely ignores me to play tetris on her nano ipod.
I was telling her, you know, i dont think this is even going to work out. you dont act like you're even crazy about me. imagin 20 years from now how youd be if we were still together.
she says "well i dont feel like i ahve to be crazy about you, or be obsessed with you and all that"..
and
i say" well you should be, its the least you can do is be sweet for once and act like you actually love me"
she says "i do love you", i say "i gotta beg you just to kiss you. hows it going to be if we get married? then id have to buy you a diamond just to kiss you in the mornings"
she says " that would be nice"..
i say " no it wouldnt, i want you to start treating me better, and actually making me feel love if you want this to work out, and if you want me to do all these things for you."
she says " no" or something like that.. :cuss:
Well anyways, i took her nano away from her for about 7 minutse, and she was basically attacking me to get it back, she wouldnt be nice to me to have it back, so after seeing how crazy she went, im like "fine, take it".
So i let her play her stupid game for the remaining of the class.
Then i go with her to class, she plays hard to get again, i walk off, she follows me, and she asks "so are we together anymore or not", i say "i dont know, it doesnt seem like youd even care".
She says " well i would if you got me something romantic than just panties (I just gave her panties like 15 minutes ago, its a gift i got hre like a month ago that i didnt plan on giving her, but i told her about it and she really wanted it)
and i say "who do you think i am, im just going to buy you a necklace something nice with the way you treat me?? forget that. (ive definetly changd and shes noticing it) So anyways, she ligtens up to me and we kiss good bye.......... ..
Sorry it's so long.. just wanted to let you know, anyways tell me, we've been together 8 months, i think it would be a great idea for me to start acting like a DJ, than just this love stuff that doesnt even matter but let me get walked over. Thanks a lot for your help
P.s,, i dont take steriods lol
Hey Guys! I am very thankful that you all took the time out to really help me out, i really appreciate it, it makes me feel like people really do care and thanks a lot!
I'm at school right now at the library, i should be in Art class but i'm failing anyways, so forget it.
I've read all your posts, prolly 3 times over each, much appreciation all of your tips and thoughts really do help. I seriosuly do need to man up with her and stop taking this crap from her, and even have her make me feel like a "dog", just chasing or walking with her and she just walks off like no big deal.... seriously... wtf am i thinking.
Anyways, yeah i will listen to all of your ideas, i dont know about the part of dumping her or getting rid of her, I KNOW GUYS, i probably should, and i dont know why im continuing to let this go out longer, but then again, if i can get something out of it why not right? I wont stress so much anymore about how she treats me and all that. Although yeah, i definetly changed since she last dumped me.
In fact, I remember 5 months ago when i came to this site, i was dating my gf so far for about 3 months, i began to change, i started to apply all the "DJ techniques", and she didnt like it. She often told me ive changed, and that she didnt like it, so i felt as if maybe she was different, maybe she would accept me for who i was. WRONG!! she walked all over me, got everytyhing she wanted, i gave her the world, then she dumped me like a bomb.
So now im different, im not the normal dog to her anymore. She often complains, "I wont my old dasaniwater back", "i dont like how u are with me now".. Welll... i made hre a deal. She stop treating me like crap, then i will give her half of what i was before. But she hasnt taken my offer obviously. ]
So here we go, school begins today, oh yeah, im 18, shes 17. Anyways, school starts, i havnt seen her in 5 days, class just ended, i walk up the stairs and i meet up with her as she comes down the stairs, we both smile and say "hey", and all that, then i attempt to give her a hug and she kept walking and woldnt really let me. Maybe my fault? TRyin to hug her on the stairs, ok. i didnt let it get to me. She gets down the stairs, we walk, i tell her to give me a huh, she gives me the most lousiest hug ever, that lasts like 1 second, barely having her arm around me, and she continues to walk.. and im like "okay... now might not be a good time to try and kiss her obviously".
So here i am walking her to class, we get to the point where we both split up, she gives me another lousy hug, i try to kiss her, and she responds "eww no". I'm like wtF? OKAY yeah nothing knew, but im sick of these games. We talk on the phone, she loves me blah blah blah, but why does she treat me like crap with her actions? or out of no where?? Like we havnt been going out for 8 months. This isnt the first time either, i recall her being this way since 3rd month of our relationship, and even worse a week before she dumped me. I noticed she changed, i kept trying to force it, i did so many things for her, told her i loved her and she said she didnt care, broke my heart.
Anyways, so then she continues to walk to her class, and i yell out, "Are you seriouse??? We've been going out for 8 months, and you dont even kiss me? What kind of relationship is this???" and i walk off.
Next class period ends, she doestn come to class, i call her cell, shes having lunch with her friends, so then i join her. She completely ignores me or doesnt talk to me for the entire lunch, so i just get up and go with a friend.
Lunch ends, i catch up with her, we have next class together, she says where did you go?? And i say, "what do you mean? You left so i left" (she got up to go buy fries or somethin) Then she says "ohh, who did you go with" actin all of the sudden she cares. SHES A VERY JELOUS TYPE OF GIRL. Very controlling. This HB 8, freshman, had a huge crush on me, we use to talk and we were friends , my gf made me basically tell her to "fck off and never talk to me again", and i DID! omg. wrong move?? Well ever since, sheoften complains and complains "do you like her?? You can go with her. u know the stupid games... and im like "wtf i dont even talk to her anymore", and shse still argues to me about her a week later.
Anyways, this message is getting really big. ill try to make it fast. WE have our next class together, its like filing crap. so its just the both of us. I hint to her that i dont want to be with her anymore, and that im leaving las vegas to move to california (my only reason to stay in vegas after i grad is to be with her), and she says "oh.. thats cool".. like she was down. And i say "not like you care or anything".. well idont remembre the entire convo, but then i tried to kiss her, she refused, and i said "okay then".. but im like fck it. so i force her to give me a kiss and i kiss her 5 times on the face. well she finally lightens up to me, and then a get kisses here and there, we talk we laugh blah blah blah. last 40 minutes of the clas, she comlpetely ignores me to play tetris on her nano ipod.
I was telling her, you know, i dont think this is even going to work out. you dont act like you're even crazy about me. imagin 20 years from now how youd be if we were still together.
she says "well i dont feel like i ahve to be crazy about you, or be obsessed with you and all that"..
and
i say" well you should be, its the least you can do is be sweet for once and act like you actually love me"
she says "i do love you", i say "i gotta beg you just to kiss you. hows it going to be if we get married? then id have to buy you a diamond just to kiss you in the mornings"
she says " that would be nice"..
i say " no it wouldnt, i want you to start treating me better, and actually making me feel love if you want this to work out, and if you want me to do all these things for you."
she says " no" or something like that.. :cuss:
Well anyways, i took her nano away from her for about 7 minutse, and she was basically attacking me to get it back, she wouldnt be nice to me to have it back, so after seeing how crazy she went, im like "fine, take it".
So i let her play her stupid game for the remaining of the class.
Then i go with her to class, she plays hard to get again, i walk off, she follows me, and she asks "so are we together anymore or not", i say "i dont know, it doesnt seem like youd even care".
She says " well i would if you got me something romantic than just panties (I just gave her panties like 15 minutes ago, its a gift i got hre like a month ago that i didnt plan on giving her, but i told her about it and she really wanted it)
and i say "who do you think i am, im just going to buy you a necklace something nice with the way you treat me?? forget that. (ive definetly changd and shes noticing it) So anyways, she ligtens up to me and we kiss good bye.......... ..
Sorry it's so long.. just wanted to let you know, anyways tell me, we've been together 8 months, i think it would be a great idea for me to start acting like a DJ, than just this love stuff that doesnt even matter but let me get walked over. Thanks a lot for your help
P.s,, i dont take steriods lol
