Well I posted about this in the other forum but wanted a more mature view on this. Yes I know a lot of you are going to say don't go back etc. but it would be nice to hear other opinions.
So we recently connected after being apart for 2 years. She lives less than a mile down the road from me now. Weird. We were together for 2 years and lived together. We broke up for two main reasons:
1. She had jealous friends that were doing drugs and just partied way too hard and she was out of control - problem gone cause she has a way different set of friends now.
2. Stressed out about getting her masters degree - graduated and has a job shes happy with.
We hung out last weekened slept over and fvcked night and morning. That day we basically talked a little bit a bout the past and she apologized and said she loved me etc. Try to call her two days later no reply. Get drunk on friday but held myself back from calling her. But called her saturday morning
and we hung out all day and all night. We fvcked for like 3 hours at night and again in the morning. This time we talked about our past relationships in between the time we dated. She kept on saying she changed and has calmed down etc. She told me like a couple of months ago some dude broke down her door dragged her out of the closet by her hair etc. I was like wtf are you doing?
Then she started saying call your ex I wanna see if she is as cool as me. I told her no way. Heres the weird part. I said you save my number yet? She replied and said no I forgot then mentioned she was unsure about hanging out with me. I said quit being a wimp etc. So I dont know if she saved my number or not. Mind you we were both fvcked up. Then we fvcked.
Wake up the next morning sense she wanted to do her thing. I went home. Chilled for like 7 hours. Called her up to watch a movie, we rented one. Sensed she was unsure but said yes. After it was done I said Im going home, she said youre not going to stay? She said you can stay if you want. I said fine but I gotta wake up early. We end up fvcking again.
When we are together we vibe very well together. She said it seems like the time hasnt gone by between us cause we get along together so well. Not one of us has brought up the status between us or where either of us want things to go. Although she mentions sh1t like oh Im so happy being single now and says I could never have a dog (we had a dog together and I still have the dog). Seems like shes disqualifying herself sometimes. To me her actions and words say shes confused and doesnt know what to do. We are very affectionate with each other. Kiss, hold each other, flirt, laugh etc. We do a lot of jokes we had before.
So Ive contacted her each time to hang out, she called me back the first time though to hang out. I do want this girl to be my gf again and feel the problems are solved and we are good together and have good lives.
I have been fvcking her and initiating the hangouts to get her hooked and give her the attention. Each time I leave on a high note. I just know somehow that she is apprehensive about the whole situation. She even said when were both fvcked up after I said to her being an azzhole for making me think about her all day, that im an azzhole for popping up in her life again out of the blue. What Im going to do now is just pull a dissappearing act. Think she has my number or atleast knows it by now. Ill wait this week and weekened if no calls Ill call the next weekened and thats it. But I think it should do the trick.
I think she doesnt want to be repsponsible for our relationship wether it goes south or north.
So we recently connected after being apart for 2 years. She lives less than a mile down the road from me now. Weird. We were together for 2 years and lived together. We broke up for two main reasons:
1. She had jealous friends that were doing drugs and just partied way too hard and she was out of control - problem gone cause she has a way different set of friends now.
2. Stressed out about getting her masters degree - graduated and has a job shes happy with.
We hung out last weekened slept over and fvcked night and morning. That day we basically talked a little bit a bout the past and she apologized and said she loved me etc. Try to call her two days later no reply. Get drunk on friday but held myself back from calling her. But called her saturday morning
and we hung out all day and all night. We fvcked for like 3 hours at night and again in the morning. This time we talked about our past relationships in between the time we dated. She kept on saying she changed and has calmed down etc. She told me like a couple of months ago some dude broke down her door dragged her out of the closet by her hair etc. I was like wtf are you doing?
Then she started saying call your ex I wanna see if she is as cool as me. I told her no way. Heres the weird part. I said you save my number yet? She replied and said no I forgot then mentioned she was unsure about hanging out with me. I said quit being a wimp etc. So I dont know if she saved my number or not. Mind you we were both fvcked up. Then we fvcked.
Wake up the next morning sense she wanted to do her thing. I went home. Chilled for like 7 hours. Called her up to watch a movie, we rented one. Sensed she was unsure but said yes. After it was done I said Im going home, she said youre not going to stay? She said you can stay if you want. I said fine but I gotta wake up early. We end up fvcking again.
When we are together we vibe very well together. She said it seems like the time hasnt gone by between us cause we get along together so well. Not one of us has brought up the status between us or where either of us want things to go. Although she mentions sh1t like oh Im so happy being single now and says I could never have a dog (we had a dog together and I still have the dog). Seems like shes disqualifying herself sometimes. To me her actions and words say shes confused and doesnt know what to do. We are very affectionate with each other. Kiss, hold each other, flirt, laugh etc. We do a lot of jokes we had before.
So Ive contacted her each time to hang out, she called me back the first time though to hang out. I do want this girl to be my gf again and feel the problems are solved and we are good together and have good lives.
I have been fvcking her and initiating the hangouts to get her hooked and give her the attention. Each time I leave on a high note. I just know somehow that she is apprehensive about the whole situation. She even said when were both fvcked up after I said to her being an azzhole for making me think about her all day, that im an azzhole for popping up in her life again out of the blue. What Im going to do now is just pull a dissappearing act. Think she has my number or atleast knows it by now. Ill wait this week and weekened if no calls Ill call the next weekened and thats it. But I think it should do the trick.
I think she doesnt want to be repsponsible for our relationship wether it goes south or north.
