Ok so I just responded with something like "i understand how you're feeling and you shouldn't be afraid to get all emo with me like so. Anyway, i'm excited to see you when you get back, i'm sure you're tearing up Europe like the hurricane you are, whooo!"
This lets her know that she can stop being afraid to open up to me, lets her know that I miss her (but in less afc words), and also shows that I want her to have a good time on her vacation rather than some afc who's all like "i need you here now! i miss you so much! blah blah blah.
ANYWHO! A little update on my current situation. Besides missing h9model STILL, life is amazing. I live 5min walking distance(1min driving) to the beach which is 100% populated by college students ranging from age 18-23 who just kick it on the beach with music, drinking, tanning, etc. I have a new delivery job that is awesome because I enjoy driving and listening to my ipod and i'm making more than enough money so I've got a good amount of spending money to suit my lifestyle.
Just the other day i'm walking home from the beach and see a hb7walker walking 20ft in front of me. She keeps looking back because i'm taking all the same turns as her and eventually i shout "I'm not following you i swear!" and she laughs. I jog up to her and ask her where she's headed, apparently she lives in my complex so i introduce myself and we walk back together and chat. Once at our complex she gives me her room number and we head our separate ways.
Also, i've got hb8highschool that wants to come party at our place asap and hb7.5quiet who has been continuously asking me for rides home after work even though she has a bf (who looks like charles mother****ing manson) but I guess she can't be too into him. She's really flirtatious with me and a couple nights ago when she asked for a ride I said "you're out of my direction, you better give some damn good road head" she fully responded with "oh don't worry, I do." Although on Friday I invited her to come party but after dropping her off she ran inside and came back out and said she couldn't that night, so I figured fvck it and hadn't focused on her since. Over the last couple days she keeps insisting how we're going to party on Friday and she'll bring me a handle of whatever in apologies for not coming last weekend, I responded with something like "oh, so you're inviting yourself over huh?" and proceeded to tell her that I'm not sure if i'm busy or not but I shall let her know.
Things are going good and hopefully continue to get even better.
edit: Three girls back home that want to see me before they all leave the country on vacation on Friday, but I don't think we'll get to meet up before they go. One specifically said for me to get my fine ass down there to see her before she leaves.