No, I did NOT meet this girl on-line. I met her in a strip club. She was working.
Like I said, I was on top of my "don't-give-a-f--k" attitude that night, and she ate it up.
BUt then over the phone, I lost that attitude because I started to care too much about the outcome of the date (I guess that happens when all your buddies are like, "man, you got a stripper's number! You GOTTA bang that!"). So I dunno.
She never called. She may have had to work late, or she may not be sure right now what to make of me. I'm sure the IL was there, what I'm not sure is how much damage I've done playing "phone-tag" with her over this crap. If I don't hear from her, I'll probably call her around Noon today, with something like:
"I'm glad you cancelled, because I was looking forward to us getting together, but I had some personal sh*t on my mind and probably wouldn't've been much fun anyway. The good news is that I thought I was going to have to work Friday, but I just heard that it got rescheduled, so if you wanna try to do xxxxxxxx Friday evening, give me a call. Otherwise, let me know if you're gonna be free Tuesday or Wednesday next week, cuz we gotta just drop the phone tag and get together.
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Fairly honest, except working Friday, but that was a lie anyway.
Direct, and not supplicating, at least *I* don't think so. Probably what I should've done in the first place, if I hadn't been so proud.
Be assured, this WILL be her "last chance," but I don't need to put it to her like that. I need to get back to that level where we weren't trying to hide the sexual tension between us, where it was just fun to be together and there was no pressure on anyone to make anything work. It just DID, because I was the man and she was the woman. THAT'S what got me this one, that's what'll get her back.