Good luck on your new Journey.
I hope you find a Quality woman someday. I suggest you keep in touch with your ex and remain friends and invite her to a few gatherings and do nice things for her in return for Good Karma.
I highly suggest now you look abroad to find a Quality woman. Look into places like Colombia, Brazil, The Philippines or Even the Provinces of Japan or Vietnam to find a Good traditional woman.
I'm still here in South East Asia, and I gotten in one of the top shape of my life due to the fact that there's less processed crap out here and the homecooking of some real nice ladies at my Parent's Hotel.