Crusade of the Knight: A Journal.

[NorwegianDJ]

Go get more real life experience. It can be quite harsh when the news of you being a seducer breaks, and you're actually not doing anything in real life.

I might go to uni in cali.

Being a player is the shizz.

 

[novaknight]

Entry 26: The Test.

Today is the big day. A martial arts test. For black belt.

This is it. I gotta win big time today. I really can't describe it, but I'll say this: If I pass this test...it will be more significant than scoring any girl.

Also...

Go get more real life experience. It can be quite harsh when the news of you being a seducer breaks, and you're actually not doing anything in real life.

That's a good point. I need to do more and more field tests, which I'm starting to do. I'm limited in what I can do, but I can play with what I have.
Once I finish my major tests for school, I can approach my target hopefully on tuesday.

By real life experience, do you mean experience with women? Or just life in general?

 

[novaknight]

Entry 27: I MADE IT

I made it.

It was actually not as bad as they said it would be. Probably cause I'm a young teenage boy, and I jog.

The hardest part was when you had to do your patterns and stuff after conditioning. It's really hard to focus when you're kinda tired. After I did my patterns...I know I was going to be able to finish the test. I think I passed actually.

The conditioning to me was actually not too bad, I trained for this. I saw that some people were soaking in sweat though. For some odd reason I wasn't entirely soaked. At the end I was exhausted, but not until then.

The funniest part of the test was when you had to fight the black belts. At that time we were all worn out. I was outmatched by a guy like almost a foot smaller than me, simply cause I was tired out.

I feel like I accomplished something.

And it also gives me a new perspective on things.

I thought the test was going to be a lot harder than it is.

Apparantly I did fine.

I'm starting to think women are like martial arts! It's a lot harder than it seems...you just gotta get in. And like martial arts...I don't learn by reading a manual, I learn by doing.

If I can make it to black belt....I can get laid easy.

 

[novaknight]

Entry 28

I officially got my black belt.

My teacher told me something. He said that recently, he's been seeing a lotta dojangs hand out black belts in 1 or 2 years. Taking that route is a shortcut...but is it really worth it? It doesn't mean anything...if after doing nothing, you proclaim yourself proficient at something. There's no easy way for proficiency at martial arts.

There's also no shortcut for proficiency at women too. From now on, I'm learning through field experience.

I approached this girl two days ago. She was such a cutie. Blonde hair, with blue eyes.

At first I got terrible approach anxiety. Then...I found out just how receptive most girls are.

Really, most girls out there like being approached. They like charismatic, confident men. It's in their nature.

The result...err....was not really optimal. What I think was her boyfriend then barged into the scene. I'm generally a peaceful guy. If I really have to, I will fight, and kick some ass. But fighting over a girl is just retarded.

I exited the scene. There's millions of single women, why should I game a girl while her boyfriend's around anyways?

The girl that I gamed the day of the field trip...didn't see her again.

I hate how it seems most attractive women are taken in my school. I guess it just means I gotta play smart, and close the deal quickly.

I'm gonna be focusing on finals now. I'll take a break from journaling, but I'll still read journals and maybe post a little bit.

Good luck, to all of us.

 

[novaknight]

Entry 29

Schools coming to an end.

I did okay on my finals. Not too good, but definately not bad either.

I want to get laid this summer. Gonna try going outside more, hope it will come.

 

[novaknight]

Entry 30
So long since I last posted, I guess thats what happens when you're getting success.

Almost got laid with a goody-goody, and landed a kiss close on an HB 8.

How did I do it? Certainly not through being a stud, I'll give you that.

I learned to reach for the stars. Sometimes I feel that since I'm not that attractive, I should set my sights lower. Heck no. My dreams can become reality, as long as I work towards them. And kissing that HB8...she's the best girl I ever kissed, no doubt. I felt so good.

The girl that I almost got to sleep with me...she's an eight in my opinion too. The girl I kissed, most people would agree she's hot. The one I wanted to sleep with though...some people would call her unattractive, but why should it matter? I get called a faggot a lot for preferring ruler-shaped chicks. Used to bother me, but not anymore. I like whatever I like, and nobody's stoppin me.

We were watching a play. A pretty stupid one, that was way too long. I invited her to come to my room party. Took the most direct approach I ever did in my life. Her eyes widened in excitement, and said she will if she wasn't too tired after the play. She flaked in the end, saying she was too tired. After all the play lasted 3 hrs, with a one hour busride.

Beat myself up for it all night. But one of my roomates said "Damn, you got game. That kid seemed like the biggest goody-goody ever. Never to break any rules. Mad respect for how close you got". I felt a little better. When school starts, I'm gonna avenge that failure.

I think direct is the way to go nowadays. I don't get it. What gives me that edge? Is it charisma? I don't got looks, and I got no common sense either. I'm pretty unstable sometimes too. Yet, how did I do it? Still have no idea. Ditched all PUA stuff I learned, except the basic concepts.

Really, all I go by now, is that we only got one shot at living. If I go through this world being a *****, I won't have a chance to redo. And I ain't gonna regret anything.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Awesome.
Just awesome.

Actually. Did I mention that I might go to uni in cali?

 

[novaknight]

Yep! I'm considering it too.

I don't live in Cali (as I said before my real locations a secret) but...

UC Berkeley is on my list of potential unis. It would be a honor to wing you if we ever meet.

 

[NorwegianDJ]

UC Berkeley is on my list of potential unis. It would be a honor to wing you if we ever meet.

My mom went to Berkeley, so I can probably get in. However, Im looking for a fun school, with a known party life; yet known to have good professors/good rep.

 

[Nino-Tk]

Glad to see you back homeboy! Direct is the way.

 

[novaknight]

Yeah...I think direct is the best because you're straight up being honest.

In my frank opinion, when people use indirect, it's often because they're too scared to go direct. Personally I wouldn't do indirect unless the situation absolutely calls for it, it's NOT my first choice of approach anymore.

Being direct, if you think about it, and assuming attraction, isn't it a DHV in itself? You're already distinguished from 90% of the other guys...just cause you have the balls in your shorts to be upfront.

 

[novaknight]

Thinking about asking out the girl who flaked. I have an over the top personality, that mighta driven her off. She lives around an hour from me, we can meet up somewhere in between.

Also I got a new goal. By the end of next year I want to be breaking cinderblocks.

 

[novaknight]

Entry 31

I did some breaking today. Got only ten boards left, better make the best out of them.

Started with two as warmup, then three, then I broke four with a palm heel strike. It's my personal best for the specific technique.

I heard that a cinderblock is worth around 6 to 8 boards. If so, then it's certainly achievable.

The girl I wanted to ask out (who I almost slept with), let's call her HB Twiggy. I love skinny girls. I get made fun of it, but I don't care, it's what I really enjoy! She lives like 40 minutes away from me. I just need her to go online sometime.....

Another girl has been asking me to hang out. Maybe I can take advantage of that, and work in a lay. Too bad that I'm hella busy with annoying standardized test prep courses, gotta make time. Plus I don't have a drivers license.

Well, it's looking bright. I really wanna break that cinderblock, and get that twiggy!

 

[novaknight]

Entry 32
Did an hour of training today. Practiced some patterns, and jumpkicks. Gotta maintain that flexibility. Might become a certified instructor soon.

Having trouble with HB Twiggy. Twiggy just NEVER goes online. Should I just go ahead and message her?

 

[NorwegianDJ]

Entry 32
Did an hour of training today. Practiced some patterns, and jumpkicks. Gotta maintain that flexibility. Might become a certified instructor soon.

Having trouble with HB Twiggy. Twiggy just NEVER goes online. Should I just go ahead and message her?

sure, why not?

 

[novaknight]

Had a short talk with HB Twiggy. Before I had the chance to pop the question, she had to leave. She asked me when school started, or something. Don't remember exactly.

Pretty pissed over my lack of game today. Didn't escalate quick enough.

 

[Nino-Tk]

Thats why I hate small-talk, wastes valuable time.

 

[novaknight]

So should I just straight up ask her out? Or is it a lost cause?

Honestly my confidence is pretty low right now. Asking out girls has never been a successful thing for me.

 

[novaknight]

Entry 33: Time to get back on track.

I'm angry at myself for not doing anything recently. Sleeping at twelve, waking up at twelve, and wasting the days away.

Gotta close the deal with Twiggy, and find a way to get laid. When school starts, I'm gonna have a whole new field.

I've never been a fan of using my school as a place to get girls. I don't like my school, but I guess I gotta make do with what I got until I go to college.

Working hard on SATs still.

Here I come, Twiggy!

 

[novaknight]

Entry 33: Modifying my approach
Gonna ask Twiggy to hang out, gotta pop it at the right moment.

Since I'm heavily restricted with my options, not being able to go out much, I've decided to make it count whenever I'm outside.

Gonna learn day/night game, and sneak out of church sometimes to get girls.
Even if the thing with Twiggy works out, I'm still gonna learn it, and I'm always willing to learn new stuff.