constantlyimproving
Don Juan
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- Dec 30, 2014
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Well 2014 had to be one of the worst of my life, feeling like a constant slide in every aspect of my life. I am determained for 2015 to be the making of me. Sorry if there are any mistakes but I'm typing this up at 7am. I'll probably give weekly updates on my progress. Time to sort my life out!
2015 GOALS
Have high self esteem
Finish first year with a 2:1
Pass driving test
Quit masturbation
Bang 5 more girls
Think positively about situations
Get a customer service based job
Become better socially with new people
Learn Spanish
Why these goals?
The last year or so I've been suffering with low self esteem which basically impacts everything in my life. I've been worse socially, almost scared to talk to girls and I think negatively about everything about myself and basically if you think you can't do something you've already set yourself up for failure.
I've been slacking ridiculously in my studies so far just like everything else. I need 40% to pass first year which won't be a problem but really I want to pass first year with a 2:1 so I can try transfer. I need 60% for a 2:1, currently averaging 55% with putting no real effort in so if I work hard the rest of the year 60% should be attainable. It's also worth noting that I never even attend lectures.
Passing my driving is just something I feel I need to do. I'm not exactly what I'd call a natural driver so it will be a massive achievement if/when I pass. When I pass I'll probably just get an automatic car anyway as I don't actually enjoy driving and have never really been into cars. I could probably pass now in an automatic but it limits me, so best to pass in a manual unfortunately.
I'm naturally quite a lethargic person and have some long spells of feeling unmotivated in girls and general life goals. I notice when I masurbate I feel much more lethargic but when I refrain I have much more energy and drive to do things, and obviously girls. I've never gone longer than three weeks but giving it up needs to be done and I'm gonna do it.
I set 5 as a goal because I wanted to aim high (for me). I've currently banged 13 girls and this year was the first year since 2007 where I didn't bang a new girl. Obviously I've averaged just over 2 girls a year since then so 5 is a big step, especially coming after a year with a big fat 0. Living in quite a small town doesn't help either. The most important thing is I base most of my confidence and self esteem around validation from girls.
I need to get a customer service based job because communicating with numerous people daily can only be good for communication skills, helping me become better socially with new people. Plus, studying and wanting to go into business having customer service based work on my CV is abslutely vital.
Learning a new language is something that I will find hard but something I've always wanted to do. It will probably have to be around May/June time though as I have more important things to learn until then.
2015 GOALS
Have high self esteem
Finish first year with a 2:1
Pass driving test
Quit masturbation
Bang 5 more girls
Think positively about situations
Get a customer service based job
Become better socially with new people
Learn Spanish
Why these goals?
The last year or so I've been suffering with low self esteem which basically impacts everything in my life. I've been worse socially, almost scared to talk to girls and I think negatively about everything about myself and basically if you think you can't do something you've already set yourself up for failure.
I've been slacking ridiculously in my studies so far just like everything else. I need 40% to pass first year which won't be a problem but really I want to pass first year with a 2:1 so I can try transfer. I need 60% for a 2:1, currently averaging 55% with putting no real effort in so if I work hard the rest of the year 60% should be attainable. It's also worth noting that I never even attend lectures.
Passing my driving is just something I feel I need to do. I'm not exactly what I'd call a natural driver so it will be a massive achievement if/when I pass. When I pass I'll probably just get an automatic car anyway as I don't actually enjoy driving and have never really been into cars. I could probably pass now in an automatic but it limits me, so best to pass in a manual unfortunately.
I'm naturally quite a lethargic person and have some long spells of feeling unmotivated in girls and general life goals. I notice when I masurbate I feel much more lethargic but when I refrain I have much more energy and drive to do things, and obviously girls. I've never gone longer than three weeks but giving it up needs to be done and I'm gonna do it.
I set 5 as a goal because I wanted to aim high (for me). I've currently banged 13 girls and this year was the first year since 2007 where I didn't bang a new girl. Obviously I've averaged just over 2 girls a year since then so 5 is a big step, especially coming after a year with a big fat 0. Living in quite a small town doesn't help either. The most important thing is I base most of my confidence and self esteem around validation from girls.
I need to get a customer service based job because communicating with numerous people daily can only be good for communication skills, helping me become better socially with new people. Plus, studying and wanting to go into business having customer service based work on my CV is abslutely vital.
Learning a new language is something that I will find hard but something I've always wanted to do. It will probably have to be around May/June time though as I have more important things to learn until then.
