i said i would never do it but i did. and it was harder to say no then i had thought it would be. i have went through other posts but have not found much on the matter. i have been a regular reader but never a poster. but i feel really horrible about what i did and all i could think about after was my girlfriend. the girl i was with had swore that nothing would ever get said but i think that down the road girls say just about anything to get revenge. she said it was stay between us. i have done it but with the way i feel now, i dont think i will ever do it again. this will be the one and only time but all i can think about is my girlfriend and how i have done something like this. i cannot tell her, but i feel now i will carry a terrible secret that i have not been completely true and faithful. it is eating me up a little now i feel it will get worse. how can i come to terms with this? i feel really bad and i would take it back now in a second. it has been less than 24 hours and i cannot get it out of my head. both girls indirectly know each other but have never spoken to one another.