Dirty_Socks
Don Juan
Ok I don't know wether if this will provide any help or anything for anybody or if this even belongs here.
This is to show u how bad it can get when you have a one-its. If you read my past posts you will see the story behind all of this.
It starts out over a year ago when I was getting myself together and going back to school one=its comes along I am no longer in school or have a desire or drive to go back because of my constant worrying about my one-its.
Now get this one. I was sitting at home one night listening to my Police Scanner On Sept 21 Yes I will always remeber that date.When I hear a cop ask about a warrant on a person the cop doesn't remeber the name so he asks the dispatcher to read off the names that start with an F "which so happens to be what my name starts with" Included in that list is MY last name. Now my last name is not a common name So of course the Paranoid person that I am I think to myself this has to be me "even though I never have been arrested nor has any of my family heck I have not even been pulled over in 12 years of driving" So of course since all I worry about is my one-its I think my one-its is having me arrested since she quit talking to me around the same time I heard this. Not to mention I did nothing at all to get arrested for but combine Paranoid with a one-its and every thing is possible. Now my boss at work is a Police Officer and 2 of my neighbors are also police officers all 3 I talk to everyday and they also know my name you would of thought I would of realized that they would have arrested me by now. Some of them guys talked me into joining the police dept but I got afraid of going down there to take the test .So this whole thing put a damper on my life big big time I would be very afraid to leave in my car I would only drive it to go to work I live in an Apartment complex and everytime somebody outside shut there car door I thought it was the police coming to get me So I got to the point of running a fan to drown out the sound of car doors. I have totally drivin away one friend and was close to driving away another on me always talking about me having a warrant, they all told me I was crazy.So on Christmas Eve they finally arrested this guy whom I never heard of. What a great christmas gift that was!!!! I can now live my life again if only I can shake this one-its now.
See what AN EXTREME case of one-its combined with a Police Scanner can do to you!!!!
This is to show u how bad it can get when you have a one-its. If you read my past posts you will see the story behind all of this.
It starts out over a year ago when I was getting myself together and going back to school one=its comes along I am no longer in school or have a desire or drive to go back because of my constant worrying about my one-its.
Now get this one. I was sitting at home one night listening to my Police Scanner On Sept 21 Yes I will always remeber that date.When I hear a cop ask about a warrant on a person the cop doesn't remeber the name so he asks the dispatcher to read off the names that start with an F "which so happens to be what my name starts with" Included in that list is MY last name. Now my last name is not a common name So of course the Paranoid person that I am I think to myself this has to be me "even though I never have been arrested nor has any of my family heck I have not even been pulled over in 12 years of driving" So of course since all I worry about is my one-its I think my one-its is having me arrested since she quit talking to me around the same time I heard this. Not to mention I did nothing at all to get arrested for but combine Paranoid with a one-its and every thing is possible. Now my boss at work is a Police Officer and 2 of my neighbors are also police officers all 3 I talk to everyday and they also know my name you would of thought I would of realized that they would have arrested me by now. Some of them guys talked me into joining the police dept but I got afraid of going down there to take the test .So this whole thing put a damper on my life big big time I would be very afraid to leave in my car I would only drive it to go to work I live in an Apartment complex and everytime somebody outside shut there car door I thought it was the police coming to get me So I got to the point of running a fan to drown out the sound of car doors. I have totally drivin away one friend and was close to driving away another on me always talking about me having a warrant, they all told me I was crazy.So on Christmas Eve they finally arrested this guy whom I never heard of. What a great christmas gift that was!!!! I can now live my life again if only I can shake this one-its now.
See what AN EXTREME case of one-its combined with a Police Scanner can do to you!!!!