Girevik, Crazykid, look, i don't give a fyck is you two just fell of the roof on your head and had brain concussions, but i won't argue with you two anymore, cause it's pointless. At ages of 18 you apprearently don't see yet your own reactions to some things you do. But don't worry, someday you both will. Don't be stuck in your own philosophies.. If you want self improvment, try looking at them from different points of wiev and never stopping to evaluate them, if they still fit you.
One more: from now on, i have no intention of wasting my time on teenager, »i-be-big-ass-mutha-you-better-not-fyck-around-with-me,« steam puffing, so if you two want to talk to me, write something objective or constructive or anything else you wish. But i am not answering any more to any frustrated and »i-wanna-kick-you in the balls« bullyboy bullshyt, thank you very much.
And i also encourage others to write if they agree, disagree with me or whatever they wish. Remember people, i am still learning myself, so there is a possibility of finding something useful in any kinds of posts. Even ones that are Giverik, uuups, Girevik and Crazyboy type.
And crazy... i AM one of your family, remember? The sosuave household bred'n'fed me for a long time. Up until now that i have recovered enough to see that there is much more then just a DJ's point of wiev in this world. So… i left. But this board was an important stepping stone in my life, so i am in a way grateful to it, no matter what i say about it, and even now, that i disagree with it.
You will, if you haven't up until now, someday find out for yourself, that throu time, we change our opinions about lots of things, even the ones we find most sacred for ourselves. Just keep your mind open and never seal something as »This way it is, and can't be any other way! Hawg!«
"Get off this whole communist one-train-of-thought ideology?" Look who wrote that!
? I don't know. Wasn't me. Crazyboy or you, i think.
Did you ever consider that you might show off because it's FUN to be able to go, "hey guys! Look what I can do! I learned it!" If you had friends, they would go "nice job dude, that tricks really hard to pull off. Great that you can do it. Maybe you could teach me?"
I have never been the one to show off much. As i expressed earlier, i don't like competing or »who's-got-the-longer-schlong« showing off. As for the teaching part, well… i have never been the one to take much after others, but if the others want to take after me, fine with me.
Renegade
»what the hell, you both seem to agree that being a DJ is about being real for yourself, so what are you fighting about!?«
I'm not fighting, and i disagree with you on that one. Sometimes you think that something suits you, while it in truth, does not. You got to keep digging for some time, to find out for sure.
»I believe you are all "clinging" to your "dignity" "pride" or whatnot BS you can think up of. Why? It DOESNT MATTER WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK, so why the hell are you fighting each other?«
I don't know about others, but for me, the »am i clinging or not« shyt comes from everything else but the »what do people think about me« part. This is a question of inner need, not your surroundings.
»You are all being hypocrites, take your own advice and stop caring what the other person thinks. You are the DJ, you are the MAN, you know you are right, you DONT need to prove sh1t to anyone else.«
As i said, it is not about what others think, i am not a DJ, anymore, and i am NOT the man. But i agree with you one the last one. But lost of people say it, while doing it the other way. Without even being aware of it. I am not an exeption here.