Packers2010
Master Don Juan
yesterday i was so horny i just spent the day watching porn. then fapped. ( i fapped this morning too, then got rid of the pron.) so there goes my 11 days of no fap.
i went to the club and i wasn't feeling it. i did talk to this one girl who was pretty cute. she seemed to like me and as she was going off to find her friends i got her number. ( got numbers 2 weeks in a row now)
which is good. towords the end of the night i was thinking of trying to take her home, but i saw another guy getting her number. so i just left. ( very chodey.)
so i'm pretty upset atmyself this morning. i didn't " run the train" and another guy not her number. dam it!
I guess i still feel like i don't trust the fundamentals i have built. i gess i need to work on that.
i feel pretty cruddy today too. like i am getting a cold, plus i am tired. so i'm not sure if i am going to go out tonight. might rest up. next weeks is easter here for me. so al the clubs are putting events on. so it's going to be a better weekend.
there is an even on Wednesday and i hardly go out on a Wednesday. so i'm gunna go to that also.
most likely i will text the girls number i got last night this arvo. if she doesn't text back i will text tomorrow then drop the number.
if she texts back today i will try set up for the date tonight. see what happens. I'll keep you updated.
i'm not sure if me getting numbers now is a momentum thing or i can get numbers now. i still feel like i am a noobie at this, yet now i can drive a girl home? maybe i'm not giving my self enough credit. or i'm just being stupid... i really need to get into therapy
i went to the club and i wasn't feeling it. i did talk to this one girl who was pretty cute. she seemed to like me and as she was going off to find her friends i got her number. ( got numbers 2 weeks in a row now)
which is good. towords the end of the night i was thinking of trying to take her home, but i saw another guy getting her number. so i just left. ( very chodey.)
so i'm pretty upset atmyself this morning. i didn't " run the train" and another guy not her number. dam it!
I guess i still feel like i don't trust the fundamentals i have built. i gess i need to work on that.
i feel pretty cruddy today too. like i am getting a cold, plus i am tired. so i'm not sure if i am going to go out tonight. might rest up. next weeks is easter here for me. so al the clubs are putting events on. so it's going to be a better weekend.
there is an even on Wednesday and i hardly go out on a Wednesday. so i'm gunna go to that also.
most likely i will text the girls number i got last night this arvo. if she doesn't text back i will text tomorrow then drop the number.
if she texts back today i will try set up for the date tonight. see what happens. I'll keep you updated.
i'm not sure if me getting numbers now is a momentum thing or i can get numbers now. i still feel like i am a noobie at this, yet now i can drive a girl home? maybe i'm not giving my self enough credit. or i'm just being stupid... i really need to get into therapy