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8 day nc complete ,think i will get sex later just dont want her thinking i wanna a relationship with her :crazy:

just starting day 8 nc ,the girl never came the party think it was because she was worried it just being a rebound ,party was rubbish not many there this dipped my mood too much to drink then seen something i didnt like nearly lost it and done something stupid but i hung in there and didnt woke...

7 days nc really fine today party later waiting on a girl to say yes to come with me more to do with getting back the art of chat etc

day 6 done ,had hangover today they suck as they make me emotional but i got through it also its friday the main day we use to spend together without kids never mind onwards and upwards ignore ignore delete forget

day 5 done ,still good seem to have got the hang off controling my emotions and thinking logic feels much better feeling human again smiling seem to have more energy and had a good night sleep :up:

dat 4 done seen each other this morning opposite a junction in cars i didnt look at her or ackowledge her ,not really gave her a thought today more and more interested in my self ,now the funny thing before i got with lisa i was sort of seeing this girl kelly who lisa use to hate jelous thing...

pushed the boat out and got myself a date

done 3 days now ,wasnt to bad today still mind drifting tried to keep busy also in a sad way my dads death anniversary was today so i take that as a plus he was way more important ,arranged with some people i seen for a while to go out thats what i need to get out and have fun ,some might say...

dunno i aint experieced this before

yeah i know just not sleeping and having a weak moment ill take the stick might do me good

so being on the backburner is there any hope in the future the interest would come back ?

Day 2 done no tx today maybe she aint desperate ,si ive booked aweek away to egypt on my own for the 27th jan try and get myself to mix with strangers and find myself dunno if its my best idea ,im trying to tell myself i dont wanna go back to her ,and get myself a date look after number 1

yeah i get all that ,but not everything was bad things were great ,why i still love the women

yeah i know things were going good ,i can only think of 2 reasons why i got dumped 1 her ex husband who she left for me got a new women and she felt she lost what control she had over him just the kids ,i noticed he was around more as in in the house not taking kids back to his house and all...

i went 14 days and broke it friday night then i went round her house let me in had a chat i didnt ask her back just spoke both got pissed so i pressed some buttons got a dabble prob could have pushed for sex but i didnt want that ,it was like i can still get you to undress swapped a few txs next...

another tx pmsl have you changed yur number already

do you think ill get more and more txs ,if i ignore them

just recieved a tx hows your day been mr W x why she doing this

Day 1 done. been since 15:45 5th of january since my last tx gutted i broke it on the 14th day move on got some goals to achieve this week i need to find myself cause i def aint happy at the moment

Woke up all positive today ,decided not to go the pub ,chilling in my room playing my music aint done that in ages so why the hell do i feel i should tx her bloody annoying :cuss: