BrutalReality
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- Dec 11, 2022
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I got some action but let myself get played. She really love bombed/sold herself to me and it caused me to develop oneitis and act like a total AFC. Now i know my game/frame was an issue, but I cant help but feel like if i was better looking it would have lasted longer and I would have had more leverage. Im 22, 6' tall, 180lbs decently lean but I have an average face at best (prob below avg tbh) and she was like an 8, and I usually rate women pretty harshly. It's more motivation to bulk up but this case of oneitis is so strong i can barely eat.
In terms of the whole package (face, personality, body count, body) she is probably at the top for me. And I cant help but feel like I wont get anything as good or better (ideally) for a long time.
I know I need to stop being a ***** and go eat and train, carry on with my life...but its ****ing hard right now.
Blocked her last week btw, her time between texts got longer and longer and i knew by the way I was feeling that I wouldve ****ed things up out of emotion.
In terms of the whole package (face, personality, body count, body) she is probably at the top for me. And I cant help but feel like I wont get anything as good or better (ideally) for a long time.
I know I need to stop being a ***** and go eat and train, carry on with my life...but its ****ing hard right now.
Blocked her last week btw, her time between texts got longer and longer and i knew by the way I was feeling that I wouldve ****ed things up out of emotion.