Yeah this is it, same for the "Alpha" male, the ones who try aren't and the ones who are don't try.
Since I read about red pill Ive been doing my best to be red pilled but its just not natural for me. Try as I might I earn to be plugged back into the matrix. Im not even enjoying the freedom or knowledge the red-pill has given me. Last night after I patted another girls bum out the door I lay in bed feeling hollow and completely uninterested and unsatisfied in the red-pill scene.
Maybe Im doing the red-pill lifestyle wrong I dunno. Im not migtowing though, Im not blue-pilling it, Im red-pilling it, using woman as they have used me, not committing, not being vulnerable, gaining high interest, spinning plates, focusing on myself, picking up hobbies, getting ripped.
I feel like I'm taking the prescription but its not helping..........