Bruh, you should check out r/hapas on reddit. It's a meeting place for disgruntled hapacels. The main focus of their frustration is that they phenotypically are more Asian-looking than White-looking. Generally they grow up in suburbia where it is predominantly White and they feel like they're not White enough to fit in.
I have already did allot of extensive online research on hapas. I've read blogs, I've read allot of content. What I found very interesting is they have the same type of issues such as the one drop rule (i.e. if there is Asian in them, then they are seen as Asian rather than White, it's like they are tainted and are treated as Asian men are treated). I didn't know the hapas are suffering in silence to that extent or were thought of as low-SMV Asians.
Xenomorph said:
It's funny because a White/Black mix can sometimes pass for White (as we can see with Wentworth Miller) and that over time, White/Black mixed people can eventually Whitewash away their Black phenotype.
I feel as a White/Black mix I have that I can make myself look more masculine. For example, I can add dreadlocks to my hair, go to the gym since I have a decent frame, so there is room for improvement. However, I agree the hapas, like Eliot Rogers, the way they look, not even the gym could do anything for him.
Xenomorph said:
The thing is, hapa males grow up in a toxic environment in which their self-hating Asian mothers show them almost NO motherly affection at all because their Asian features reminds her of her own self-hatred and her dislike for Asian men. And hapa males look at their fathers and see a goal that they can never aspire to, this causes them to go mad over time. Hapa females don't have this problem because they don't get hate from their mothers and they don't feel the need to aspire to look like their fathers.
Which is why Elliot Rodger's mother was willing to pay for his rent just to get rid of him - he talks about this in his manefesto. You should google a pic of Elliot Rodger's sister - she's a total cutie pie.
Yeah, well put. I've figured all of that out. My mother is definitely not like that, but she is also a born-again Christian who was saved at a Billy Graham crusade back in the 50s. I worldly mother with different values is not going to be able to provide any good guidance for her son. Also, the father's film flipped badly. It cost a million to produce the film "O My God" and they only made like thirty thousand dollars on it!!!! I get the impression that father, Peter Eliot is a Chris Nolan wannabe, and his films flopped. To be the devil's advocate, if Peter Eliot made a hit film, or at least broke-even and made a better film later, then they wouldn't have been that badly off.
Either way, he didn't grow up in a Christian home. There are still allot of people out there, hapas or not, that wouldn't go that far aa they have the right value-system.