With a BPD thing Will Never be different. It would only have prolongieren a horrible Situation you Fall a relationship - but would have ended the same way. Be happy she is gone.
Did you watch her take the pill? Cause BPD's are notorious for getting prego on purpose and also spreading STD's. My ex told me 5-6 times she bought and took the pill while on her lunch break. BUt she got prego, not once, but twice, both being aborted. But she didn't get prego when I bought the pill and made her take it in front of me. I can tell you're confused about the whole situation. As hard as it is, you must try and let her go for good and don't look back. Both chicks are bad for your health.
Heavy duty Hoovering happening here.
How would you handle this ? The call had an almost eery vibe to it, she talked a lot about herself, briefly asked what I'd been up to, I explained id been pretty busy as my grandma died this past week and id had loose ends to tie up which is true and she didn't even ask about it, just moved on to the next topic
While suicide and cutting is a trait of BPD's, she's more than likely lying so you feel sorry for her and she gets the attention she so desperately needs. Her actions are selfish, hence going NC. What also happens is you tend to forget about the hell she put you thru during NC, as now your mind is focused on the hoover. You feel a sense of relief, like you got that hit of heroin you've been painfully waiting for.
Standard recycle.
So you decided to go against any advice ob here and instead of going NC again you are already reengaging in walking on eggshells. Is that really what you want? Always walking on eggshells?
Thats like saying you can only take one line of coke. Of course you crave her, these women are like drugs. You get to the point where you need them, you crave them, you just want one more hit even after she treats you look dog sh!t. Then when its all over, she ruins your life, you're left to put yourself back together and feel such shame in yourself for getting played by someone so toxic that didn't truly give AF about you.
The only thing worse than that is going back for another dose of toxic after knowing what the risk is…
Unfortunately I went back a few times only to overdose and almost die.
The thing is as people, her and I get on incredibly well. She also has this very childlike persona at times where she's curious about everything, giggly, shy etc just incredibly sweet. It's difficult to explain
Yep, the longer it goes on, the more mental and emotional destruction you get.
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