jester1x
Senior Don Juan
It's too late because you've already caught feelings for him. You'll never get what you want from this man and it won't end well for you. I just hope you don't waste years literally waiting for any real, normal relationship with this married man.
There is attraction and then there is reality. Ask yourself why a single, young, available women is probably curtailing a majority of her dating life to spend a few minutes alone with this man. There isn't much a single woman can do with a married man except give him sex when it's convenient for him. You can't go out in public together. It's too much of a risk. Anyways...
Also, don't think you are his one and only on the side. There are probably others out there.
I do wish you well though. But, remember the shoe could be on the other foot so to speak...if you ever get married.
There is attraction and then there is reality. Ask yourself why a single, young, available women is probably curtailing a majority of her dating life to spend a few minutes alone with this man. There isn't much a single woman can do with a married man except give him sex when it's convenient for him. You can't go out in public together. It's too much of a risk. Anyways...
Also, don't think you are his one and only on the side. There are probably others out there.
I do wish you well though. But, remember the shoe could be on the other foot so to speak...if you ever get married.