I'll try make this short as possible.
So I didn't go, she came to visit me in and we stayed in a hotel.. attempted sex and kissed etc. All that stuff. She was a virgin indeed. She went back to America and I went there 2 months later (she paid for it) - I stayed with her. We travelled together, to New York (Manhattan), Vegas, Texas and other places. She paid for everything. I didn't spend a cent (well I did buy her a coke at the airport when she visited me) Now before you go judging I wasn't gold digging her. I was in a low state at this time and depressed, seeing a psychologist etc. I had no job or nothing. I forced myself to love her. We did have a great time together, none of that was fake but the love part was not gonna happen even though we tried. I finally had sex with her after a month of trying every now and then. Had sex often when I "popped" her. Met her family and spent christmas with her family, new years in Manhattan. We did it all. I loved it. Had the best time of my life.
After a while I came back home and we decided to get engaged. (Me 28 and her 40) - We went through the whole visa fiance process for me to move to America. We did everything and about 3 months before I was meant to go she stopped talking to me less and I started getting a bit desperate and texting her all the time and trying to call. Eventually she just said it was about us and I eventually gave up and got even more depressed. I moved to a different state and moved on with my life. I am now happy and just finished a group therapy (for people who are depressed and what not) and have a decent job. After all this I realised I didn't really love her at all and I was just using her for to stay happy. I actually hated her often.. we fought a lot and she was really a cold b1tch sometimes to be honest. I still enjoyed my time with her. There were many good times. But I am glad it didn't happen.
Anyway, I am supposed to have a date on Thursday (possibly) - that's in another post: http://sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?p=2002932#post2002932
So I didn't go, she came to visit me in and we stayed in a hotel.. attempted sex and kissed etc. All that stuff. She was a virgin indeed. She went back to America and I went there 2 months later (she paid for it) - I stayed with her. We travelled together, to New York (Manhattan), Vegas, Texas and other places. She paid for everything. I didn't spend a cent (well I did buy her a coke at the airport when she visited me) Now before you go judging I wasn't gold digging her. I was in a low state at this time and depressed, seeing a psychologist etc. I had no job or nothing. I forced myself to love her. We did have a great time together, none of that was fake but the love part was not gonna happen even though we tried. I finally had sex with her after a month of trying every now and then. Had sex often when I "popped" her. Met her family and spent christmas with her family, new years in Manhattan. We did it all. I loved it. Had the best time of my life.
After a while I came back home and we decided to get engaged. (Me 28 and her 40) - We went through the whole visa fiance process for me to move to America. We did everything and about 3 months before I was meant to go she stopped talking to me less and I started getting a bit desperate and texting her all the time and trying to call. Eventually she just said it was about us and I eventually gave up and got even more depressed. I moved to a different state and moved on with my life. I am now happy and just finished a group therapy (for people who are depressed and what not) and have a decent job. After all this I realised I didn't really love her at all and I was just using her for to stay happy. I actually hated her often.. we fought a lot and she was really a cold b1tch sometimes to be honest. I still enjoyed my time with her. There were many good times. But I am glad it didn't happen.
Anyway, I am supposed to have a date on Thursday (possibly) - that's in another post: http://sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?p=2002932#post2002932
