I lost a lot of money this weekend on a business risk.
called my ex cuz I was freakin a little. Talked to her a little bit, didnt offer much support. Asked her to hang out, needed some cheering up. Now seems like shes ignoring me.
I been with about 5 woman since her and dont understand why I still feel the need for her comfort. Driving me nuts she wont talk to me, and got all my old emotions for her flowing. When she dumped my ass I went NC and she freaked, "I dont want to loose you as a friend, your one of the most important people in my life." Look how far that goes. I need one day of cheering up and im worthless, but she'll call the next time shes bored im sure. Fvck that.
Since what went down this weeknd my emotions are all over the place. Depressed one hour, optimistic the next. Right now I feel sick, about an hour ago I was like, "ya its an awesome day out, time to enjoy it". And at the same time, "my ex is whatever, I dont care, Im fine, I'll talk to her later on, maybe will get back together, maybe ill find someone better, who cares, lifes a peach" to "What a b*tch I cant believe she is gonna ignore me when I need someone to talk to, im deleting her number, sending her a mean email and deleting her from my life"
even if we ever got back together, half of me would love it and want to be happy, and half of me would want to do to her exactly what she did to me.
shes that one girl you know you all have had that is just straight heroine.
gimme some moral boosting here guys, any advice or similar situations. This rollercoaster is hurtin
oh look now im back to optimistic mode, moneys replaceable, so is she. should be bummin in another hour tho.
called my ex cuz I was freakin a little. Talked to her a little bit, didnt offer much support. Asked her to hang out, needed some cheering up. Now seems like shes ignoring me.
I been with about 5 woman since her and dont understand why I still feel the need for her comfort. Driving me nuts she wont talk to me, and got all my old emotions for her flowing. When she dumped my ass I went NC and she freaked, "I dont want to loose you as a friend, your one of the most important people in my life." Look how far that goes. I need one day of cheering up and im worthless, but she'll call the next time shes bored im sure. Fvck that.
Since what went down this weeknd my emotions are all over the place. Depressed one hour, optimistic the next. Right now I feel sick, about an hour ago I was like, "ya its an awesome day out, time to enjoy it". And at the same time, "my ex is whatever, I dont care, Im fine, I'll talk to her later on, maybe will get back together, maybe ill find someone better, who cares, lifes a peach" to "What a b*tch I cant believe she is gonna ignore me when I need someone to talk to, im deleting her number, sending her a mean email and deleting her from my life"
even if we ever got back together, half of me would love it and want to be happy, and half of me would want to do to her exactly what she did to me.
shes that one girl you know you all have had that is just straight heroine.
gimme some moral boosting here guys, any advice or similar situations. This rollercoaster is hurtin
oh look now im back to optimistic mode, moneys replaceable, so is she. should be bummin in another hour tho.