Today I am 38 years of age, but I have only ever met about one dozen girls that I would love to have married, they were all super gorgeous.
In spite of this tragic fact I am semi attracted to probably one in every five girls that I see, yet I lose interest in them very quickly, but everytime that I have dated a HB7-8 and decided not to marry her, some other guy not long afterwards was prepared to marry her and did so to my amazement.
I have only ever dated two girls that I would have stayed with and married given the opportunity, they both had gorgeous model like looks, as well as both being many years younger than me, in fact they both looked very similar in appearance to each other and so did the ten or so other beauties whom I desired to have as my own, but unfortunately couldn't get.
I have always had a vision or a dream type girl that I desire to be with, but none of the girls that I could have married ever fitted this mould, they were all attractive say HB7-8's in looks, but I could not bring myself to marrying any of them, yet in every single case, these girls who desperately desired to marry, quickly found another reasonable looking guy to marry them.
Throughout my life everyone who knows me, even my own mum and grandma, who are still alive, cannot believe how fussy I am when it comes to my desires to obtain my perfect dream girl wife.
This saddens me as these girls have been hurt by the facts that I cannot make the commitment to marry, even though I have many times tried my hardest to find the power within me to marry one of these HB7-8's but my dream has always stopped it from happening.
I cannot understand why these other guys who marry these girls don't have the same dreams as I do when it comes to being with the ultimate beauty, nor can I understand why I have this dream built within me myself.
I wonder if anyone else who writes on these threads is like this, sometimes I wish that I wasn't semi attracted to 20% of the girls that I meet, when I am only fully attracted to only 1 in every 10,000 that I meet if it is that many, it is very hard to take in reality.
In spite of this tragic fact I am semi attracted to probably one in every five girls that I see, yet I lose interest in them very quickly, but everytime that I have dated a HB7-8 and decided not to marry her, some other guy not long afterwards was prepared to marry her and did so to my amazement.
I have only ever dated two girls that I would have stayed with and married given the opportunity, they both had gorgeous model like looks, as well as both being many years younger than me, in fact they both looked very similar in appearance to each other and so did the ten or so other beauties whom I desired to have as my own, but unfortunately couldn't get.
I have always had a vision or a dream type girl that I desire to be with, but none of the girls that I could have married ever fitted this mould, they were all attractive say HB7-8's in looks, but I could not bring myself to marrying any of them, yet in every single case, these girls who desperately desired to marry, quickly found another reasonable looking guy to marry them.
Throughout my life everyone who knows me, even my own mum and grandma, who are still alive, cannot believe how fussy I am when it comes to my desires to obtain my perfect dream girl wife.
This saddens me as these girls have been hurt by the facts that I cannot make the commitment to marry, even though I have many times tried my hardest to find the power within me to marry one of these HB7-8's but my dream has always stopped it from happening.
I cannot understand why these other guys who marry these girls don't have the same dreams as I do when it comes to being with the ultimate beauty, nor can I understand why I have this dream built within me myself.
I wonder if anyone else who writes on these threads is like this, sometimes I wish that I wasn't semi attracted to 20% of the girls that I meet, when I am only fully attracted to only 1 in every 10,000 that I meet if it is that many, it is very hard to take in reality.