Hey guys. I'm 16, but I've been taking in all this DJ type lifestyle for the past 6 months or better. It has really improved my ability to talk to and get girls. I've flirted with 3 times as many girls as i did before and consistently get numbers and what not. I use kino and all that good stuff to escalate with girls. Things go well, and i don't get irrational feelings about anyone, until now.
http://sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?t=185176
That link happened about a week ago while i was visiting friends 500 miles from home. Two days after the events of that link, I ended up on a float trip sharing a tube with the same chick. She let me touch all over her body, some playfully and some was actually sexual. We flirted the rest of the way and after eating, we drove her home and she hugged me and told me she couldn't wait for me to come visit next year.
I haven't been getting any deep feelings for any girl this entire time, except for this girl. I didn't do anything that would change the way I feel about her compared to another girl. Its so pointless considering the only thing we could do is have a fling for a few weeks once a year. I haven't stopped thinking about this girl since I last saw her. I'm back home and I've hung out with friends and done things to try to keep my mind off her, but I always return. Its such terrible one-itis and I need to shake it.
I have flirted with girls trying to move on, but nothing. I'll get over it eventually, but I want to stop this so much. It can't do me any good. She messaged me after a tragedy in her family and told how much she already missed me. I wanted to spill my feelings, but I knew that would be game over. I know I can have an amazing month with her next year, but I need to realize that thats all its going to be. I need to find a girl(s) I can actually see regularly and have a normal time with.
I guess its cuz we got along so well and had so much similar taste along with the sexual tension I built with all the kino and eye contact.
Please don't bash me because I promised myself no girl would get to me like this anytime soon, but I don't know whats with this one girl.
Any help would be greatly appreciated, thanks.
http://sosuave.net/forum/showthread.php?t=185176
That link happened about a week ago while i was visiting friends 500 miles from home. Two days after the events of that link, I ended up on a float trip sharing a tube with the same chick. She let me touch all over her body, some playfully and some was actually sexual. We flirted the rest of the way and after eating, we drove her home and she hugged me and told me she couldn't wait for me to come visit next year.
I haven't been getting any deep feelings for any girl this entire time, except for this girl. I didn't do anything that would change the way I feel about her compared to another girl. Its so pointless considering the only thing we could do is have a fling for a few weeks once a year. I haven't stopped thinking about this girl since I last saw her. I'm back home and I've hung out with friends and done things to try to keep my mind off her, but I always return. Its such terrible one-itis and I need to shake it.
I have flirted with girls trying to move on, but nothing. I'll get over it eventually, but I want to stop this so much. It can't do me any good. She messaged me after a tragedy in her family and told how much she already missed me. I wanted to spill my feelings, but I knew that would be game over. I know I can have an amazing month with her next year, but I need to realize that thats all its going to be. I need to find a girl(s) I can actually see regularly and have a normal time with.
I guess its cuz we got along so well and had so much similar taste along with the sexual tension I built with all the kino and eye contact.
Please don't bash me because I promised myself no girl would get to me like this anytime soon, but I don't know whats with this one girl.
Any help would be greatly appreciated, thanks.