October starts. Probably nothing at all. Of course if nothing happens I might get impatient and relapse. But that is where the trick is. It happens when you least expect it. The day you let your guard down, it would happen the next day. If I am expecting it to happen at the end of September, it does not happen, so a massive relapse into porn happens then then "boom!!!", too late, missed the boat.
Earlier this month when I was enjoying OF, my mother told me it can happen any moment and it will be soon. She was in another room and cant walk properly so there is no way she could have known I was on OF when she said that. I then settled to wait until the end of September and see if it will happen between now and then. Only one person knows when this will happen but I can only wait so long before wanting to go on OF again.
