backbreaker
Master Don Juan
lol, for the most part working my ass off. 2 family funerals (grandfather that I never really knew and an uncle who I could care less about), soaking up all the horse racing I can..
As some of you know I had a drug problem.. Although I didn't use again, I came close enough to using again that I decided to become a member of CA, that scared my ass enough to where I really needed to get help. my GF goes with me as well.
speaking of, she's due in a month. Big as a house. About a 1 bedroom house as she's not a big person to begin with. It's a Boy. haven't decided on the name yet. might leave it up to her. I told her if we had a girl the name will be Chenal and that was written in stone, but as a boy I could care less. It's a new expeience. I threw her a baby shower last week, that was an interesting experience upon itself.
I've learned alot about myself since I've been gone. Although I was pretty I would like to think ahead of the game, there were alot of areas I lacked growth in to say the least. Stubbornness, impatience, arrogance and / or lack of humility. My head had gotten pretty big. When I first got here I wanted some self confidence. I had gotten to the point where I literaly thought I was too good to be around some people. that's not a good character trait to have.
My GF and I have gotten into one real arguement, basically about me not being home enough. I don't even have to tell you how that arguement went. and I wasn't doing anything, just living. Going to the track, taking care of stuff, gym, beach.. just stuff. She's pretty self concious right now and doesn't like to go out right now (although I think it's kinda cute being pregnant) I can't control her, but I'm not going to stay cramped up all day long because she doesn't want to go out. BUT that is my stubbornness talking. I had to come to realize that we were both somewhat in the wrong, and I had to make time for her. Other than that things have been pretty well.
Being doing alot of reading and trying to learn italian, which my GF knows and is tutoring me.
I came back because, lol, actually if you want the truth I accidently typed in the address and I said well, since i'm here, let me see what's going on. I felt like I can be of some assistance to some people and likewise, I still have alot of learning to do.
As some of you know I had a drug problem.. Although I didn't use again, I came close enough to using again that I decided to become a member of CA, that scared my ass enough to where I really needed to get help. my GF goes with me as well.
speaking of, she's due in a month. Big as a house. About a 1 bedroom house as she's not a big person to begin with. It's a Boy. haven't decided on the name yet. might leave it up to her. I told her if we had a girl the name will be Chenal and that was written in stone, but as a boy I could care less. It's a new expeience. I threw her a baby shower last week, that was an interesting experience upon itself.
I've learned alot about myself since I've been gone. Although I was pretty I would like to think ahead of the game, there were alot of areas I lacked growth in to say the least. Stubbornness, impatience, arrogance and / or lack of humility. My head had gotten pretty big. When I first got here I wanted some self confidence. I had gotten to the point where I literaly thought I was too good to be around some people. that's not a good character trait to have.
My GF and I have gotten into one real arguement, basically about me not being home enough. I don't even have to tell you how that arguement went. and I wasn't doing anything, just living. Going to the track, taking care of stuff, gym, beach.. just stuff. She's pretty self concious right now and doesn't like to go out right now (although I think it's kinda cute being pregnant) I can't control her, but I'm not going to stay cramped up all day long because she doesn't want to go out. BUT that is my stubbornness talking. I had to come to realize that we were both somewhat in the wrong, and I had to make time for her. Other than that things have been pretty well.
Being doing alot of reading and trying to learn italian, which my GF knows and is tutoring me.
I came back because, lol, actually if you want the truth I accidently typed in the address and I said well, since i'm here, let me see what's going on. I felt like I can be of some assistance to some people and likewise, I still have alot of learning to do.
