I'm not a DJ nor can I ever be one. I'm living my life to suit myself now sure, but honestly I'm
never going to be 'that guy with the swagger' that women want. I don't have any motivation
to pursue females whatsoever. I'm quite happy with a quick self administered hand job and
then getting on with my day. I simply don't have a clue when it comes to women and quite
honestly feel happier without one in my life after my marriage failed. I still have to see my wife
from time to time at the moment as a lot of my belongings are still at her (once our) place
and I'm shipping them out gradually into my house, just twenty minutes in her company
is enough to put me in a bad mood for a good 24 hours. Why on earth would I want to find
a new source of pain? I have come to a place where I actively dislike women, a great deal of
my problems in my life have a woman at the root of them. The only ones that have stood by
me and consistently tried to help me are my mother and my sister. I wouldn't p1ss on the rest
of them if they were on fire. Just being honest.
