yoyoing said:Yeah Its hard to say ...
I guess I will trust her .
Any advice on how to make sure nothing happen while she is away .
I was thinking of calling her boss to let him know if he tried anything I was going to break his jaw and half : ))
I never was the jealous type but after my run in with the HPD/BDP monster last year my defenses are higher then they use to be no more playing with me...
there is nothing else, we already told you everything whatever you do its up to you, but be know asking her will not change anything she will lie, sharing your feelings like her girl friend will make you look weak, you shouldn't have asked her about the trip or anything, you should just keep things going on enough for you have sex with her when you date around.
you think that is too harsh, but here you are worrying about something you can't change, only thing you can do is fix your behavior and not let her walk over you, your upadte part for me is from a girl who don't likes you, she know you are more invested on it when her, she have the power not you, and yes you are being played, for what end don't know and you shouldn't care, but like I said its up to you