Is that ever since i have broken up with my ex of 25yrs... dated a buncha women... found a decent one that i used to have a crush on in high school (likely a 7.5 or 8) who hunts, fishes, cooks, cleans, works, and loves to fvck.... i used to be so insecure with my wife .... and now... i couldn't care less if a woman i like stays with me or not... sure i "care" and am getting feelings for this woman i am seeing... but .. the not giving a fuk or not worrying she would leave me is such a nice change... if she leaves me ... ill just find another one... easy peasy... since ex left me... puzsy has been so easy to find.... dime a dozen... some hot some ok.. it almost doesnt even matter... my wife leavin me to move to Quebec from here in BC and my kids choosing me to live with... has literally been the best thing she ever did for me lol.... anyone else experience the gut wrenching feelings of your long term relationship slipping away with feelings of doom only to have a feeling of not giving a fuk anymore? Its so refreshing.....lol