finally after more than 3 years of not having a girlfriend because of making mistakes (rejecting girls with LTR potential for stupid reasons) and being rejected by tons of girls I have a girlfriend. best of all, shes real pretty really smart and she has a high interest on me (she was the one who asked me to be er boyfriend).
I wont bother with details except this :
after I got home that night when she told me she wanted me to be her boyfriend I lied in bed and thought that eventhough I had a girlfriend I felt the same about life as before. I was just as happy. It didnt really solve my issues (not that there are that many by now) and I was glad cause of it but I realized I would feel just as happy with life if I wasnt dating her.
I mean is that super don juan in attitude or what.
finally 2 years of using time I could spend playing instruments used in reading stuff from this site payed off. and not because
I got a girlfriend but because I realized that having or not having a girlfriend doesnt affect the way I view life.
when I first got here I felt empty incomplete and I used to think that girls would solve all my problems. but now its just something that makes my life cooler. but its not something essential.
my life is still awsome without a girlfriend or girls.
I do have to admit Im really thrilled about having a girlfriend , a pretty unique and cute one that treats me well no less.
I hope you understand what I mean. I think that I recently realized that I have made a lot of progress without even knowing about it. I think life is awsome. everything is at its best.
not just the girlfriend thing. my music. my friends. my way of life.
my knowledge. everything is at its best since like I became a teenager.
I think I deserve it. I went through some tough times both physically an emotionally for the last 3 years.
Im so far ahead from so many people on so many levels. I know its ego talk but man Im proud of myself. a lot of people dont have the balls to be as consistent with stuff like I am.
and all the hard work is starting to pay off which only tells me one thing, I gotta start working 2wice as hard now.
anyway, what do u think? I gotta go, I have barely played any guitar today. and I havent played any other instrument.
see ya friends. life is awsome. we are awsome . good for us.
I wont bother with details except this :
after I got home that night when she told me she wanted me to be her boyfriend I lied in bed and thought that eventhough I had a girlfriend I felt the same about life as before. I was just as happy. It didnt really solve my issues (not that there are that many by now) and I was glad cause of it but I realized I would feel just as happy with life if I wasnt dating her.
I mean is that super don juan in attitude or what.
finally 2 years of using time I could spend playing instruments used in reading stuff from this site payed off. and not because
I got a girlfriend but because I realized that having or not having a girlfriend doesnt affect the way I view life.
when I first got here I felt empty incomplete and I used to think that girls would solve all my problems. but now its just something that makes my life cooler. but its not something essential.
my life is still awsome without a girlfriend or girls.
I do have to admit Im really thrilled about having a girlfriend , a pretty unique and cute one that treats me well no less.
I hope you understand what I mean. I think that I recently realized that I have made a lot of progress without even knowing about it. I think life is awsome. everything is at its best.
not just the girlfriend thing. my music. my friends. my way of life.
my knowledge. everything is at its best since like I became a teenager.
I think I deserve it. I went through some tough times both physically an emotionally for the last 3 years.
Im so far ahead from so many people on so many levels. I know its ego talk but man Im proud of myself. a lot of people dont have the balls to be as consistent with stuff like I am.
and all the hard work is starting to pay off which only tells me one thing, I gotta start working 2wice as hard now.
anyway, what do u think? I gotta go, I have barely played any guitar today. and I havent played any other instrument.
see ya friends. life is awsome. we are awsome . good for us.