Hey guys,
Sorry if this goes a little long but it will make me feel better:
I never thought getting your heart broken hurt so much. Not to sound like a whiny b***h, but it is sickening. To cut to the chase, I just found out my girlfriend cheated on me. She had sex with some guy she met in one of her classes. She was high, on marijuana and on some pain relief medicine but that doesn' matter.
Basically, this girl treated me very well. Almost too well, and I treated her just as well back. We had a great relationship. I was the guy who took her virginity because she trusted me so much. For seven months we dated. It may not seem that long but this girl was great , for the time.
Anyways, last night we're laying in bed and she starts balling. She says she doesn't deserve me. I knew something was up and after a while she confesses to what she did. I swear to god, I went numb for a second. Instantly I walked out the door furious. I always said to myself if anyone ever cheated on me, I would walk out the door and never look back, but for some reason I couldn't. I had to find who this kid was.
So after some interrogation I get the kids name and find out it is this guy from her class. I told her that he liked her before and he even stopped talking to her once he found out we were dating. Anyways, a week ago they ran into each other after we had fight. One of my buddies saw this and told me but my girlfriend told me first. She was very honest about everything, so I thought.
I come to find out that on Monday (after they had met each other again)she got high with him, brought him back to her room to hang out, they started making out, and eventually they they got to having sex. The worst part is, in my opinion, she actually got on top of him and rode him for a little while (I made her give me the details of the entire thing). I don't feel like dispensing all of the information but she said they didn't have sex for that long. So I asked how long...she said, "10 minutes." Yeah, not long. She said she didn't enjoy it at all. I don't know if I believe her anymore.
Funny thing is too, he didn't use a condom and she didn't have birth control. I hope she gets pregnant! Im hunting this kid down now. She balled her eyes out. She's telling me how much she loves me, how sorry she is, but that doesn't change a thing. She won't stop crying and saying, "I was high, I didn't know what was going on." B.S. I still don't know why she did it, but she claims to regret it so much she was planning on killing herself (her roomate had to hide some bottles of a powerful pain relief medicine so she wouldn't overdose).
I guess what it comes down to is-- I don't care how sorry she is or how much I care for her or she cares for me. She f****d up. And because she did that, she better lick my damn feet before I even talk to her again. And as for the guy, I found out where he lives and I got plenty of people watching him. Im gonna get a little revenge on him.
The morals of the story:
-Don't trust women no matter how good they are to you.
-Don't ever go back to somone who cheats on you
-Heart break is the worst feeling ever, I actually puked I felt so bad after finding out
-And, revenge makes everything feel better
One more thing: On Monday night (the night it happened), I came back from the Gym and knocked on her door and her some rustling around in her room and some whispering. I didn't think much of it. Later she told me she was sleeping and the noise was her roommate. I wish to god now that I would have busted that down open and ripped that kids head off.
Writing this has made me feel a lot better. Thanks guys and again sorry for the rant,
Teagan
P.S.-Im telling her mom she cheated on me and she is semi-addicted to some powerful medication. Im gonna get some sweet a** revenge!
Sorry if this goes a little long but it will make me feel better:
I never thought getting your heart broken hurt so much. Not to sound like a whiny b***h, but it is sickening. To cut to the chase, I just found out my girlfriend cheated on me. She had sex with some guy she met in one of her classes. She was high, on marijuana and on some pain relief medicine but that doesn' matter.
Basically, this girl treated me very well. Almost too well, and I treated her just as well back. We had a great relationship. I was the guy who took her virginity because she trusted me so much. For seven months we dated. It may not seem that long but this girl was great , for the time.
Anyways, last night we're laying in bed and she starts balling. She says she doesn't deserve me. I knew something was up and after a while she confesses to what she did. I swear to god, I went numb for a second. Instantly I walked out the door furious. I always said to myself if anyone ever cheated on me, I would walk out the door and never look back, but for some reason I couldn't. I had to find who this kid was.
So after some interrogation I get the kids name and find out it is this guy from her class. I told her that he liked her before and he even stopped talking to her once he found out we were dating. Anyways, a week ago they ran into each other after we had fight. One of my buddies saw this and told me but my girlfriend told me first. She was very honest about everything, so I thought.
I come to find out that on Monday (after they had met each other again)she got high with him, brought him back to her room to hang out, they started making out, and eventually they they got to having sex. The worst part is, in my opinion, she actually got on top of him and rode him for a little while (I made her give me the details of the entire thing). I don't feel like dispensing all of the information but she said they didn't have sex for that long. So I asked how long...she said, "10 minutes." Yeah, not long. She said she didn't enjoy it at all. I don't know if I believe her anymore.
Funny thing is too, he didn't use a condom and she didn't have birth control. I hope she gets pregnant! Im hunting this kid down now. She balled her eyes out. She's telling me how much she loves me, how sorry she is, but that doesn't change a thing. She won't stop crying and saying, "I was high, I didn't know what was going on." B.S. I still don't know why she did it, but she claims to regret it so much she was planning on killing herself (her roomate had to hide some bottles of a powerful pain relief medicine so she wouldn't overdose).
I guess what it comes down to is-- I don't care how sorry she is or how much I care for her or she cares for me. She f****d up. And because she did that, she better lick my damn feet before I even talk to her again. And as for the guy, I found out where he lives and I got plenty of people watching him. Im gonna get a little revenge on him.
The morals of the story:
-Don't trust women no matter how good they are to you.
-Don't ever go back to somone who cheats on you
-Heart break is the worst feeling ever, I actually puked I felt so bad after finding out
-And, revenge makes everything feel better
One more thing: On Monday night (the night it happened), I came back from the Gym and knocked on her door and her some rustling around in her room and some whispering. I didn't think much of it. Later she told me she was sleeping and the noise was her roommate. I wish to god now that I would have busted that down open and ripped that kids head off.
Writing this has made me feel a lot better. Thanks guys and again sorry for the rant,
Teagan
P.S.-Im telling her mom she cheated on me and she is semi-addicted to some powerful medication. Im gonna get some sweet a** revenge!
