Can someone help me please. Hear me out so you can answer better.
We met in Sept 2006. its Mar 2007. The attraction was instant. We started talking then started making out. She initiated kissing. I like everything about this girl. She has everthing i want in a woman, personality wise. Soon we got into each other. She is religious. She told me she is a virgin, she thinks. She says she intends to keep it that way till she gets married. But she initiates making out everytime i am with her. She told me she wanted me to ask her out officially - for the title:GF- I told her to give me time. A week later, when i asked her out, ROMANTICALLY, she said, "I will think about it".
When making out, if i touch her Tits, she freaks out and tell me to stop. Then she'll say "I think we are going too fast". Sometimes, she would let me finger her.... On some weekends, we go out, and after that, we spend the night togetger. But later, she calls me up and says, "she feels guilty whenever we make out.".. We both go to the same church. She says she feels like God is mad at her. But whenever we are together, she has a way of seducing me. Sometimes, I tell her to stop when she is kissing me seriously and breathing heavily like she is going to pass out. But when i get into it, she stops me. In several occasions, i have taken her panties off, we both completely naked. soon as my Dikc touches her Pus***y, she screems STOP!. Then she puts on her cloths again and say, "This gat to stop". About 2 months ago, she told me that we should "END THIS". I said ok and walked out. I did not call or follow up. She called me and start showing she cares. She came over to my apt and tried to preach to me with the bible that it is wrong to have sex and that is why she is hesitant.
I told her that i want a relationship potentially but I need to get to know her for who she is. She wants it potentially, but does not want the commitment. I know, it doesn't make sense. She said she would like to keep her options open. She said she has feelings for me. She said she wants to **** me, but does not want a relationship.
I want to **** her too, but i do not want our relationship to be based on sex, that is why i am not too eager on sex. Even when we both have been naked and i had the opportunity of forcing her to let me in, i did not force it. She told me she is a virgin, but from her story about her childhood, i think she was raped when she was 7yrs old.
What i think is that i should help find what she wants by forcing myself into her next time we get naked. I want her to be completely ready to have sex with me. But what i do not want is for her to want a relationship because i am ****ing her. I recently started feeling like she is almost ***** REMOTING ME. She care about me and i really like her,... can someone help me see the bigger picture so i can solve this puzzle.
One more thing. We were out on saturday when i had to introduce her to someone, for some reason, i introduced her as "my Girlfriend". When we got home, she told me that i should not refere to her as that again. She said she is not comfortable. Also, She mentioned on saturday "can we ever become friends without perks". She wants us to become just friends now. I have told her on several occasions that I want to be with her for who she is, not for sex only, but it seems like ****ing her is the only thing i can do now to get her emotions fully focused on me. Can someone tell me what is going on here?
We met in Sept 2006. its Mar 2007. The attraction was instant. We started talking then started making out. She initiated kissing. I like everything about this girl. She has everthing i want in a woman, personality wise. Soon we got into each other. She is religious. She told me she is a virgin, she thinks. She says she intends to keep it that way till she gets married. But she initiates making out everytime i am with her. She told me she wanted me to ask her out officially - for the title:GF- I told her to give me time. A week later, when i asked her out, ROMANTICALLY, she said, "I will think about it".
When making out, if i touch her Tits, she freaks out and tell me to stop. Then she'll say "I think we are going too fast". Sometimes, she would let me finger her.... On some weekends, we go out, and after that, we spend the night togetger. But later, she calls me up and says, "she feels guilty whenever we make out.".. We both go to the same church. She says she feels like God is mad at her. But whenever we are together, she has a way of seducing me. Sometimes, I tell her to stop when she is kissing me seriously and breathing heavily like she is going to pass out. But when i get into it, she stops me. In several occasions, i have taken her panties off, we both completely naked. soon as my Dikc touches her Pus***y, she screems STOP!. Then she puts on her cloths again and say, "This gat to stop". About 2 months ago, she told me that we should "END THIS". I said ok and walked out. I did not call or follow up. She called me and start showing she cares. She came over to my apt and tried to preach to me with the bible that it is wrong to have sex and that is why she is hesitant.
I told her that i want a relationship potentially but I need to get to know her for who she is. She wants it potentially, but does not want the commitment. I know, it doesn't make sense. She said she would like to keep her options open. She said she has feelings for me. She said she wants to **** me, but does not want a relationship.
I want to **** her too, but i do not want our relationship to be based on sex, that is why i am not too eager on sex. Even when we both have been naked and i had the opportunity of forcing her to let me in, i did not force it. She told me she is a virgin, but from her story about her childhood, i think she was raped when she was 7yrs old.
What i think is that i should help find what she wants by forcing myself into her next time we get naked. I want her to be completely ready to have sex with me. But what i do not want is for her to want a relationship because i am ****ing her. I recently started feeling like she is almost ***** REMOTING ME. She care about me and i really like her,... can someone help me see the bigger picture so i can solve this puzzle.
One more thing. We were out on saturday when i had to introduce her to someone, for some reason, i introduced her as "my Girlfriend". When we got home, she told me that i should not refere to her as that again. She said she is not comfortable. Also, She mentioned on saturday "can we ever become friends without perks". She wants us to become just friends now. I have told her on several occasions that I want to be with her for who she is, not for sex only, but it seems like ****ing her is the only thing i can do now to get her emotions fully focused on me. Can someone tell me what is going on here?
