Today, I'm all beat. I feel as if I've bumped into the uncircumable AFC wall. Just 6 days ago, I was all feeling like a DJ from so many success with 5 girls to date and choose including 1 that showed signs of high IL.
Now, 6 days later till my birthday, these girl were flaking out one by one till my last High IL girl. Today is my Birthday and even though the last high IL girl came with me to dinner, she kept her hands to herself and was acting distant.
I'll spare the details but on the last date I had with her, I failed to kiss close her, and instead rubbed cheeks... Who knows, that was definitely AFC when things lead up to that.
Its great having a birthday but its disheartening when its the same day when you realized that you've AFCed to the max...
This high IL girl is moving to a local city and was complaining about how without tv's and internet, it would be very boring. She lit up when I offered to go with her where I had some business anyways.. SO I'll be staying at her new apartment... she was flirting about how I can be her driver, etc etc, and as I've been wallowing in the AFCness, I can't even decide whether she was treating me like a chump or whether she's only flirting and not mean it. In the end, she felt bad about having to use my car so she offered to rent a car for me which is considerate of her. Yet, I dunno what to do when I feel so AFC and realize that I've made another possible Big AFC move.
With no furnitures, tv in her new apartment and me sleeping with her there seems like a great opportunity. Yet, it may just be a total AFC experience.
Yes, I'm sorry this ends up sounding pathetic like the other people who feels down but I have to rant...
What sucks even more is that my younger brother is a natural DJ without any of this knowledge. On the other hand, I've never had a gf, never even kiss closed.....
Now, 6 days later till my birthday, these girl were flaking out one by one till my last High IL girl. Today is my Birthday and even though the last high IL girl came with me to dinner, she kept her hands to herself and was acting distant.
I'll spare the details but on the last date I had with her, I failed to kiss close her, and instead rubbed cheeks... Who knows, that was definitely AFC when things lead up to that.
Its great having a birthday but its disheartening when its the same day when you realized that you've AFCed to the max...
This high IL girl is moving to a local city and was complaining about how without tv's and internet, it would be very boring. She lit up when I offered to go with her where I had some business anyways.. SO I'll be staying at her new apartment... she was flirting about how I can be her driver, etc etc, and as I've been wallowing in the AFCness, I can't even decide whether she was treating me like a chump or whether she's only flirting and not mean it. In the end, she felt bad about having to use my car so she offered to rent a car for me which is considerate of her. Yet, I dunno what to do when I feel so AFC and realize that I've made another possible Big AFC move.
With no furnitures, tv in her new apartment and me sleeping with her there seems like a great opportunity. Yet, it may just be a total AFC experience.
Yes, I'm sorry this ends up sounding pathetic like the other people who feels down but I have to rant...
What sucks even more is that my younger brother is a natural DJ without any of this knowledge. On the other hand, I've never had a gf, never even kiss closed.....
